Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"I’m going to stand by her," Marcel nodded toward the couch, "by her and
you—so help me God!"
Jo went to the quivering woman and laid her hand on the thin, drooping
shoulder. She was mutely thanking Marcel in the name of all women who
sadly needed such support.
"I’d rather have been a—a bad woman," Marcel quivered, using the term
almost reverently, "and have had such as this to comfort me, than be the
thing men think I ought to be, and have——" She did not finish, but Jo
knew she meant those piteous little graves on the hillside.
"It don’t pay to be good, Mam’selle!"
"Yes; it does, Marcel, it does." Jo’s voice shook. "It pays to do your
best with the things that _are_, as you see them. It’s when we try to
do what others think is good, others who haven’t our problems, that we
get lost. We women folks have got to blaze our own way and stick to it.
No man, or man’s God, is ever going to side-track me. And, Marcel, I
thank you for what you came to do for me. There may be a time coming
when you can serve me, and I’m sure you will. But if ever I did you a
good turn, you’ve more than paid me back to-day."
Long after Marcel had gone to her cheerless home Jo Morey thought and
thought, and as her heart grew soft her head grew hard. While her lips
trembled her eyes glowed with fire, and from that moment she was able,
in a strange, perplexed way, to project herself into the position that
was falsely forced upon her. As she accepted it, Langley’s wife was
largely eliminated. It was Jo, herself, who had followed Langley to the
far places; it was she who had borne and reared his child out of her
great love. It was she, Jo Morey, who had stood by him, shielded him to
the end, and was now determined to fill his place and her own toward the
girl!—and to keep the secret! Langley had loved fine things, books,
music. Jo recalled how he could fiddle and whistle, why, he could
imitate any bird that sang in the summer woods. Well, somehow Donelle
should have those things! Jo went later to the attic, and brought down
books, long-hidden books, among them one Langley had given her because
he loved some verses in it. Donelle should have learning, too. Jo meant
to consult the priest about that. In short, the girl should have her
chance. Poor Jo; even then she did not take into consideration the harm
she was unconsciously doing the girl. She felt all-powerful. Her
starved and yearning affection went out to Donelle and met no obstacle,
for the girl, her health regained, was the sunniest, most grateful
creature that one could imagine. No need to warn her to silence
concerning St. Michael’s, that experience was apparently as if it never
had been.
The legal steps had been taken, and Jo was in complete control. The
gates of St. Michael’s were closed forever upon the girl known as Marie.
She now faced the world, though she did not know it, as Mam’selle’s
illegitimate child.
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