Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"They’re ugly and they’re smelly." This was true. "Besides, they hide
you and most folks wouldn’t find you. They go with your scrouchy
frown," here Donelle mimicked Jo’s most forbidding manner, "and your
tight mouth. Why, Mamsey, it took, even me, a long while to find you
behind these things. I had to keep remembering how you looked while I
was so sick in the long, dark nights; how you looked when you
kept—It—away."
The vague look crept to Donelle’s eyes, she rarely beat against the wall
that hid her past. For that, Jo was hourly thankful.
"But of course now I can always find you, Mamsey. I just say to the
thing you put up in front of you, ’Get out of the way’ and then I see
you, my kind, my dear, faithful, blessed Mamsey, shining!"
Poor Jo as a shining object was rather absurd; but the colour rose to
her dark face, as it might have at the tones of a lover.
"You’re a beautiful Mamsey when you don’t hide. I suppose my father
could find you, and that’s why he wanted to bring me to you. Mamsey,
did you love my father?"
Poor Jo, standing by the stove, her ugly garments steaming and hot,
looked at the girl as a frightened culprit might; then she saw that the
question was put from the most primitive viewpoint and so she said:
"Yes, I loved him."
"Of course. Well, now, Mamsey, will you let me burn those ugly old,
smelly clothes?"
"No; but I’ll put them in the attic, child."
"That’s a good Mamsey. And the scowl and the tight mouth, will you put
them in the attic, too?"
Jo grinned. The relaxation was something more complete than a smile.
"You’re daft," was all she said, but her deep, splendid eyes met the
clear, golden ones with pathetic surrender.
And then, later on toward spring, when Jo was revelling in the richness
of her life and putting away the thoughts that disturbed her concerning
Donelle’s future, several things occurred that focussed her upon
definite action.
She and the girl were sitting in the living room one evening while a
soft, penetrating rain pattered against the windows.
"That rain," Jo remarked, her knitting needles clicking, "will get to
the heart of things, and make them think of growing." Donelle looked up
from her book. Her eyes were full of warmth and sunlight.
"You say beautiful things sometimes, Mamsey." Then quite irrelevantly,
"Why doesn’t any one ever come here? I should think everyone would be
here all the time, other places are so ugly and other people so—so—well,
so snoozy."
What Jo had feared rose to the surface. She stopped knitting and gazed
helplessly at Donelle.
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