Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
She was not indifferent, either, to the kindness and consideration shown
her, but the wildness in her blood reasserted itself and she often felt,
as she had felt at St. Michael’s, a desire to fly from restraint; even
this kindly restraint. Point of Pines had given her a sense of liberty
that was now lacking. The refinements and richness of the Walled House
oppressed her, she yearned for Jo, for the hard, unlovely tasks, for the
chance talks with Tom Gavot. But, oddly enough, it was the thought of
Tom that kept her to her duty. Somehow she dared not run away and hope
to keep his approval. Something of her struggle Alice Lindsay saw, and
she considered it seriously. To win the girl wholly from her yearnings
just then might mean winning her from Mam’selle. While not a child,
Donelle was very unformed and might easily, if she were conquered, be
lost to Jo whom she regarded simply in the light of an adopted guardian.
She was grateful, she loved Jo, but the secret tie that Alice Lindsay
believed existed held no part in her thoughts.
"But she shall be saved for Mam’selle," Alice Lindsay vowed. "I will
not permit any other solution. If the time ever comes when she
understands she shall know the splendour of this dear soul."
So Alice Lindsay took Jo into her confidence.
"You must not, Mam’selle," she said, "even think yourself renouncing
her. She is yours and you ought not to forget that, nor deprive her of
yourself. Take things for granted; let her see you as I see you!"
Jo’s face twitched.
"There’s no earthly reason," Alice Lindsay went on, "for blotting you
out. Why, the girl will never know another woman as fine as you,
Mam’selle. Think of how you have studied and thought yourself into a
place that many a woman with untold advantages has not attained!"
"Donelle’s father was a scholar," Jo faltered, not knowing how to act in
the strained moment. "He taught me, not only books, but how to think."
"Yes, and to suffer, Mam’selle," Alice Lindsay controlled her true
emotions. Then:
"Mam’selle, Donelle must learn to appreciate her inheritance from you.
She shall, she shall! Now throw off your usual manner with her; let her
see you!"
"She always has, Mrs. Lindsay."
"Very well, don’t let go of her now!"
And so Jo permitted herself the luxury of doing what her heart longed to
do, she put off her guarded manner and played for the first time in her
life.
It was during Donelle’s week-end visits home that she first came forth
in her new character of comrade. In an especially fine spell of weather
she suggested camping out in the woods. Donelle and Nick were beside
themselves with delight, for Mam’selle was a genius at camping. Never
had she so truly revealed herself as she did then, and Donelle looked at
her in amazement.
"Mamsey," she said, "is it because I’m away from you so much that you
seem different? You are wonderful and you know about the loveliest wood
things and stars. It’s like magic."
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