Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"But you must go away, child. You must learn, and then perhaps they’ll
take you at the St. Michael’s Hotel. Someone always plays there
summers, you know. Could folks dance to your tunes, Donelle?"
The girl stared.
"Anyway you could learn," Jo sought to comfort.
"Perhaps I could, Mamsey, but I’d rather take boarders."
"We could do both, Donelle," Jo was all energy. "Old age is within eye
shot, but I’m long sighted. There’s a good bit of power in me yet,
child, and I’m eager for you to go with Mrs. Lindsay when she comes."
Poor Jo, having had the glory of Donelle’s choice, was almost desperate
now in her desire to send the girl forth. She had not been blind; she
was wise, too, and she realized that if the future were to be secure and
her own place in it worthy of love and respect, she must refuse further
sacrifice. And sacrifice it would be, a dull, detached life in Point of
Pines.
It was May when a letter came to Jo from Anderson Law. It was a brief
letter, one written when the man’s heart was torn with grief and shock.
It told of Mrs. Lindsay’s sudden death just when she was preparing for
her return to the Walled House.
It dwelt upon Law’s knowledge of the affection and ambition of Mrs.
Lindsay for her protégée, and while her will did not provide for the
carrying out of her wishes, Law, himself, would see to it that
everything should be done that was possible.
He would come to Canada later and consult with "Mam’selle Morey."
Jo looked at Donelle blankly.
What the two had thought, dreamed, and hoped they, themselves, had not
fully realized until now. In the passing of Alice Lindsay they felt a
door closing upon them.
Donelle was crying bitterly. At the moment she felt only the personal
loss, the sense of hurt; later the conviction grew upon her that what
had unconsciously been upholding her was taken away. She had been
hoping, hoping. The blow given her by Pierre Gavot, the paralyzing
effect of it, had worn away during the secluded winter months; she was
young, the world was hers, nothing could really take it away. Nothing
had really happened in Point of Pines and they all knew! The larger
world would not care, either. She had adjusted herself and in silence
the fear and shame had departed, she had even grown to look at Jo as
if—it were not true! But now, all was different.
"This man, this Mr. Law," Jo comforted, "will have some plan. And there
are always my linens, Donelle, and if there is a boarder——"
But Donelle shook her head; a little tightening of her lips made them
almost hard.
"This Mr. Law does not come, Mamsey," she said, "and besides, what could
I do in that big, dreadful city with just him?"
"There would be that Professor Revelle," Jo’s words were mere words, and
she, herself, knew it. Donelle again shook her head.
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