Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
But what humiliated her most of all was that she had let Jo see the
truth! All the fine courage that had borne her from the Walled House to
Point of Pines; where was it? She had meant to make up to poor Jo for
the bitter wrong that was a hideous secret between them, and all the
time there had been the longing for release; the expectation of it.
"I am like my father," shuddered the girl, "just as that awful Pierre
said—only I did not run away."
With this slight comfort she began her readjustment, but her hope was
dead. She struggled to forget that it had ever existed, and she put her
violin away.
This hurt Jo cruelly, but she did not speak. Instead she wrote, in her
queer, cramped handwriting, to Anderson Law.
It was a stilted, independent letter, for poor Jo was struggling between
the dread of losing her self-respect and her fear that Donelle should
lose her opportunity.
Law received the letter and read it while young James Norval was in his
studio.
"Jim, do you remember that girl that Alice Lindsay discovered up in
Canada?" he said; he was strangely moved and amused by Jo’s words.
"The little Moses?" Norval was standing in front of an easel upon which
rested one of his own pictures, one he had brought for Law’s verdict.
"What?" Law stared at Norval.
"Oh! wasn’t that the girl that some woman said she had adopted out of a
Home?"
"Yes. What of it?"
"Only a joke, Andy. You remember Pharaoh’s daughter _said_ she took
Moses out of the bulrushes. Don’t scowl, Andy; you don’t look pretty."
"Listen to this letter, Jim, and don’t be ribald." Law read the letter.
"What are you going to do, Andy?" Norval was quite serious now.
"As soon as I can I’m going up there, and take a look at things."
"You are going to help the girl?"
"Yes, if I can."
"After all, Andy, can you? Could Alice? The girl would have to be
rather large-sized to overcome her handicaps, wouldn’t she?"
"Alice had faith."
"I know, but a man might muddle things."
"I shall run up, however." Law was still scowling.
Then Norval changed the subject.
"How’s Helen?" he asked, deep sympathy in his eyes. The insane wife of
Anderson Law was rarely mentioned, but her recent illness made the
question necessary.
"Her body grows stronger, her mind——" Law’s face was grim and hard.
"Andy, can’t you be just to yourself? Have the years taught you
nothing? There can be but one end for Helen and if you see to her
comfort, you have every right to your freedom."
"Jim, I cannot do it! God, Man! I’ve had my temptations. When I saw
her so ill, I saw—Jim, I saw hope; but while she lives I cannot cast her
off. It would be like stealing something when she wasn’t looking."
"But Lord, Andy! Helen can never come back. They all tell you that."
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