We drove in a fiacre to the Little Trianon after she arrived, with
Burton on the box to help me out, and then I walked with my crutch to a
delicious spot I know, rather near the grotto, and yet with a view of
the house--I was determined I would entice her to talk as much as I
could, and began very cautiously so as not to provoke her to suggest
work.
"Have you ever read that wonderful story called 'An Adventure'--The two
old ladies seeing Marie Antoinette and some other ghosts here?"
"No."
So I told her about it, and how they had accounted for it.
"I expect it was true," she said.
"You believe in ghosts then?"
"Some ghosts."
"I wish I did--then I should know that there is a beyond--."
I felt she was looking surprised.
"But of course there is a beyond--we have all been there many times
during our evolution, after each life."
"That is what I want to know about--that theory of reincarnation," I
responded eagerly--"can you tell me?"
"I could get you a book about it--."
"I would much rather hear it personally explained--the merest
outline,--please tell me, it might help me not to be such a rotter--."
She looked away toward the giant trees, her mouth had a slightly sad
expression, I could have torn those glasses off her blue eyes!
"We came up through the animal group soul--and finally were re-born
individualized, into man--and from then onward the life on this earth is
but a school for us to learn experience in, to prepare us eventually for
higher spheres. When we advance far enough we need not be re-born
again--."
"Yes--as a theory--I follow that--."
She went on--
"Everything is _cause_ and _effect_--We draw the result of every action
we commit, good or bad--and sometimes it is not until the next re-birth
we pay for the bad ones, or receive the result of the good ones--."
"Is that why then that I am a cripple and life seems a beastly
affair--?"
"Of course--You drew that upon yourself by some actions in your last
life--. Also it may be to teach you some lesson in the improvement of
the soul--."
"I don't seem to have learned anything--I believe I am rebellious all
the time--."
"Probably."
"Miss Sharp--you could really help me if you would. Please explain to
me--I will be a diligent pupil."
"Perhaps you were in a position of great power the last time, and were
lavish and kind to people in a way--or you would not be so rich now--but
you caused suffering and relied upon yourself, not on anything
divine--you must have caused much suffering, perhaps mentally even, and
so you had to be re-born and be wounded--to teach you the lesson of it
all;--that is called your Karma. Our Karma is what we bring on with us
from life to life in the way of obligations which we must discharge--so
you see it rests with each one of us not to lay up more debts to pay in
the future."
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