is always entertaining, and always kind to me: and, after all, I am
determined to like the life I lead. For of what avail would it be
to me to regret those quiet peaceful days, which can now never
return? and if they did, they would probably appear insipid, after
the greater pleasures I have now been accustomed to: so whenever my
thoughts happen to turn to the poor dear old Hall, I jump up and
immediately seek out Lady Eltondale; and there is something so
calm, so elegant, and at the same time so freezing about her, that
no person could feel what she calls romance in her presence. Her
manners are like the snow on the Alps, they smooth down all the
surface, and give a dazzling brilliancy to the whole appearance;
but they are cold, almost to petrefaction, and I believe, after
all, cover only a heart of stone. Do you know, I have found out
lately I could never love Lady Eltondale. I have the greatest
reliance on her judgment, and I am sure there is nothing she could
_advise_ me to do (for she never _desires_ me to do any thing) that
I would not do; but if I was to live with her to all eternity, I
should never call her aunt, as I do you; or feel for her, in any
degree, as I feel for you. I believe the difference is this--I
would go any distance to be with you, or to prove how much I loved
you; but if you and Lady Eltondale were to give me contrary
directions, (don't be angry,) I should regret that I could not
fulfil yours, but I should feel with her there was no alternative.
We don't see as much of the Webberly family, at least of the
ladies, as I expected; for though they call very often, they are
not on Lady Eltondale's "at home" list; and, except one day that I
went with them to Somerset House, and last Sunday in Kensington
Gardens, I have scarcely met them any where since we came to town.
The last time, however, that I saw them, Mrs. Sullivan was all
bustle and importance, for she has received an invitation from one
of Mr. Sullivan's relations, to go and visit him in Ireland; and
she talks so much of his "_intense_ fortune, and great old castle,"
which Lady Eltondale, by the bye, says, is only a _ch‚teau en
Espagne_. But poor Mrs. Sullivan declares, "her Carline shall be an
air-ass after all, as she is sure Mr. Sullivan is so proud of his
geology, that he will take care to leave every thing after him to
his progenitors; and it is but fair he should give it to her
daughter, as all old retailed estates ought to ascend to the hairs
male." I sincerely hope, that dear charming Miss Wildenheim will
not be dragged after them into one of those horrid Irish bogs: what
a pity it is she should, in any way, be united to such a barbarous
family; theirs is certainly the connection of _la belle et la
bÍte_.
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