How many marriages among peoples! John Webster’s mind was flying about.
He stood looking at the woman who, although they had separated long
before--they had really and irrevocably separated one day on a hill
above a valley in the state of Kentucky--was still in an odd way bound
to him, and there was another woman who was his daughter in the same
room. The daughter stood beside him. He could put out his hand and
touch her. She was not looking at himself or her mother, but at the
floor. What was she thinking? What thoughts had he stirred up in her?
What would be the result to her of the events of the night? There were
things he couldn’t answer, that he had to leave on the knees of the
gods.
His mind was racing, racing. There were certain men he had always been
seeing in the world. Usually they belonged to a class known as fellows
with shaky reputations. What had happened to them? There were men who
walked through life with a certain easy grace of manner. In some way
they were beyond good and evil, stood outside the influences that made
or unmade other men. John Webster had seen a few such men and had never
been able to forget them. Now they passed, as in a procession, before
his mind’s eyes.
There was an old man with a white beard who carried a heavy walking
stick and was followed by a dog. He had broad shoulders and walked with
a certain stride. John Webster had encountered the man once, as he
himself drove on a dusty country road. Who was the fellow? Where was
he going? There was about him a certain air. “Go to the devil then,”
his manner seemed to say. “I’m a man walking here. Within me there is
kingship. Go prattle of democracy and equality if you will, worry your
silly heads about a life after death, make up little lies to cheer your
way in the darkness, but get out of my way. I walk in the light.”
It might be all just a silly notion, what John Webster was now thinking
about an old man he had once met walking on a country road. It was
certain he remembered the figure with extraordinary sharpness. He had
stopped his horse to gaze after the old man, who had not even bothered
to turn and look at him. Well the old man had walked with a kingly
stride. Perhaps that was the reason he had attracted John Webster’s
attention.
Now he was thinking of him and a few other such men he had seen during
his life. There was one, a sailor who had come down to a wharf in the
city of Philadelphia. John Webster was in that city on business and
having nothing to do one afternoon had gone down to where the ships
were loaded and unloaded. A sailing vessel, a brigantine, lay at the
wharf, and the man he had seen came down to it. He had a bag over his
shoulder, containing perhaps his sea clothes. He was no doubt a sailor,
about to sail before the mast on the brigantine. What he did was simply
to come to the vessel’s side, throw his bag aboard, call to another man
who put his head out at a cabin door, and turning walked away.
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