The spirit of death was no doubt lurking in the Webster house. Jane
Webster felt its presence. She had suddenly been made aware of the
possibility of feeling, within herself, many unspoken, unannounced
things. When her father had put his hand on her arm and had pushed her
back into the darkness behind the closed door of her own room, she
had gone directly to her bed and had thrown herself down on top of
the bed covers. Now she lay clutching the little stone he had given
her. How glad she was to have that something to clutch. Her fingers
pressed against it so that it had already become imbedded in the flesh
of her palm. If her life had been, until this evening, a quiet river,
running down through fields toward the sea of life, it would be that
no more. Now the river had come into a dark stony country. It ran now
along rocky passageways, between high dark cliffs. What things might
not now happen to her on the morrow, on the day after to-morrow. Her
father was going away with a strange woman. There would be a scandal in
the town. All her young women and men friends would look at her with a
question in their eyes. Perhaps they would pity her. Her spirit rose
up and the thought made her squirm with anger. It was odd, but it was
nevertheless true, that she had no particular feeling of sympathy for
her mother. Her father had managed to bring himself close to her. In a
queer way she understood what he was going to do, why he was doing it.
She kept seeing the naked figure of the man striding up and down before
her. There had always, since she could remember, been in her a kind of
curiosity regarding men’s bodies.
Once or twice, with young girls she knew well, there had been talk of
the matter, guarded, half-frightened talk. “A man was so and so. It was
quite dreadful what happened when one grew up and got married.” One
of the girls had seen something. There was a man lived near her, on
the same street, and he wasn’t always careful about pulling the shade
to his bedroom window. One summer afternoon the girl was in her room,
lying on her bed, and the man came into his room and took off all his
clothes. He was up to some foolishness. There was a looking glass and
he pranced up and down before it. He must have been pretending he was
fighting the man he saw reflected in the glass as he kept advancing and
receding and making the funniest movements with his body and arms. He
lunged and scowled and struck out with his fists and then jumped back,
as though the man in the glass had struck at him.
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