The girl on the bed had seen everything, all the man’s body. At first
she thought she would run out of the room and then she made up her mind
to stay. Well, she didn’t want her mother to know what she had seen so
she got up softly and crept along the floor to lock the door, so that
her mother or a servant could not come suddenly in. What the girl had
thought was that one had to find out things sometime and might as well
take the chance that offered. It was dreadful and she had been unable
to sleep for two or three nights after it happened but just the same
she was glad she had looked. One couldn’t always be a ninny and not
know anything.
* * * * *
As Jane Webster lay on the bed with her fingers pressed down upon the
stone her father had given her, the girl, talking of the naked man she
had seen in the next house, seemed very young and unsophisticated. She
felt a kind of contempt for her. As for herself, she had been in the
actual presence of a naked man and the man had been seated beside her
and had put his arm about her. His hands had actually touched the flesh
of her own body. In the future, whatever happened, men would not be
to her as they had been, and as they were to the young women who had
been her friends. Now she would know about men as she hadn’t before and
would not be afraid of them. Of that she was glad. Her father’s going
away with a strange woman and the scandal that would no doubt spring
up in the town might ruin the quiet security in which she had always
lived but there had been much gained. Now the river that was her life
was running through dark passageways. It would perhaps be plunged down
over sharp jutting rocks.
It is, to be sure, false to credit Jane Webster with such definite
thoughts although later, when she remembered that evening her own mind
would begin to build a tower of romance about it. She lay on her bed
clutching the little stone and was frightened but at the same time
strangely glad.
Something had been torn open, perhaps the door out into life for her.
There was a feeling of death in the Webster house but in her was a new
sense of life and a glad new feeling of being unafraid of life.
* * * * *
Her father went down the stairway and into the dark hallway below,
carrying his bag and thinking of death too.
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