He owned a horse and carriage that was kept at a livery stable and now
it was being driven up to the door of the house. He heard the front
door close. His wife and daughter were driving out into the country.
The window of his room was open and a breeze blew in and across his
body. The next-door neighbor had a garden and cultivated flowers.
The air that came in was fragrant. The sounds were all soft, quiet
sounds. Sparrows chirped. A large winged insect flew against the screen
that covered the window and crawled slowly toward the top. Away off
somewhere the bell of a locomotive began to ring. Perhaps it was on the
tracks by his factory where Natalie was now sitting at her desk. He
turned to look at the winged thing, crawling slowly. The little voices
that lived within one’s body were not always serious. Sometimes they
played like children. One of the voices declared that the eyes of the
insect were looking at him with approval. Now the insect was speaking.
“You are a devil of a fellow to have been so long asleep,” it said.
The bell of the locomotive could still be heard, coming from a long
distance, softly. “I’ll tell Natalie what that winged fellow had to
say,” he thought and smiled at the ceiling. His cheeks became flushed
and he slept quietly with his hands thrown above his head, as a child
sleeps.
III
When he awoke an hour later he was at first frightened. He looked about
the room wondering if he had been ill.
Then his eyes began an inventory of the furniture of the room. He did
not like anything there. Had he lived for twenty years of his life
among such things? They were no doubt all right. He knew little of such
things. Few men did. A thought came. How few men in America ever really
thought of the houses they lived in, of the clothes they wore. Men
were willing to go through a long life without any effort to decorate
their bodies, to make lovely and full of meaning the dwellings in
which they lived. His own clothes were hanging on a chair where he had
thrown them when he came into the room. In a moment he would get up
and put them on. Thousands of times, since he had come to manhood, he
had gone through the performance of clothing his body without thought.
The clothes had been bought casually at some store. Who had made them?
What thought had been given to the making of them or to the wearing of
them either? He looked at his body lying on the bed. The clothes would
enclose his body, wrap it about.
A thought came into his mind, rang across the spaces of his mind like a
bell heard across fields: “Nothing either animate or inanimate can be
beautiful that is not loved.”
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