Well perhaps that was exaggerated a little. No doubt one was never
quite fool enough to expect anything so wonderful as all that. At any
rate what one did was to wander about in the dark streets thus for
hours and in the end take up with some prostitute. The two hurried
silently off into a little room. Uh. There was always the feeling,
“Perhaps other men have been in here with her already to-night.” There
was a halting attempt at conversation. Could they get to know each
other, this woman and this man? The woman had a businesslike air. The
night was not over and her work was done at night. Too much time must
not be wasted. From her point of view a great deal of time had to be
wasted in any event. Often one walked half the night without making any
money at all.
After such an adventure John Webster came home the next day feeling
very mean and unclean. Still he did work better at the office and at
night for a long time he slept better. For one thing he kept his mind
on affairs and did not give way to dreams and to vague thoughts. When
one was running a factory that was an advantage.
Now he stood at the foot of the stairs, thinking perhaps he had better
go off on such an adventure again. If he stayed at home and sat all day
and every day in the presence of Natalie Swartz there was no telling
what would happen. One might as well face facts. After his experience
of that morning, his looking into her eyes, in just the same way he
had, the life of the two people in the office would be changed. A new
thing would have come into the very air they breathed together. It
would be better if he did not go back to the office, but went off at
once and took a train to Chicago or Milwaukee. As for his wife--he
had got that notion into his head of a kind of death of the flesh. He
closed his eyes and leaned against the stair railing. His mind became a
blank.
A door leading into the dining room of the house opened and a woman
stepped forth. She was the Webster’s one servant and had been in the
house for many years. Now she was past fifty and as she stood before
John Webster he looked at her as he hadn’t for a long time. A multitude
of thoughts came quickly, like a handful of shot thrown against a
window pane.
The woman standing before him was tall and lean and her face was marked
by deep lines. It was an odd thing, the notions men had got into their
heads about the beauty of women. Perhaps Natalie Swartz, when she was
fifty, would look much like this woman.
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