As she stood watching her employer eat the food she had prepared for
herself, Katherine thought proudly of an evening long before when
she had quite recklessly become the sweetheart of another man. She
remembered the fight John Webster had once made for her and thought
with contempt of the woman who was her employer’s wife.
“That such a man should have such a woman,” she thought, recalling the
long heavy figure of Mrs. Webster.
As though aware of her thoughts the man again turned and smiled at her.
“I am eating the food she had prepared for herself,” he told himself,
and got quickly up from the table. He went out into the hallway and
having taken his hat from a rack lighted a cigarette. Then he returned
to the dining room door. The woman stood by the table looking at him
and he in turn looked at her. There was no embarrassment. “If I should
go away with Natalie and she should become like Katherine it would
be fine,” he thought. “Well, well, good bye,” he said haltingly and
turning walked rapidly out of the house.
* * * * *
As John Webster walked along the street the sun was shining and as
there was a light breeze a few leaves were falling from the maple shade
trees with which the streets were lined. Soon there would be frost and
the trees would be all afire with color. If one could only be aware,
glorious days were ahead. Even in the Wisconsin town one might have
glorious days. There was a little pang of hunger, a new kind of hunger,
within him as he stopped and stood for a moment looking up and down the
residence street on which he had been walking. Two hours before, lying
naked on the bed in his own house, he had been having the thoughts
concerning clothes and houses. It was a charming thought to play with
but brought sadness too. Why was it that so many houses along the
street were ugly? Were people unaware? Could anyone be quite completely
unaware? Could one wear ugly commonplace clothes, live always in an
ugly or commonplace house in a commonplace street of a commonplace town
and remain always unaware?
Now he was thinking of things he decided had better be left out of the
thoughts of a business man. However, for this one day, he would give
himself over to the thinking of any thought that came into his head.
To-morrow things would be different. He would become again what he had
always been (with the exception of a few slips, times when he had been
rather as he was now), a quiet orderly man going about his business and
not given to foolishness. He would run his washing machine business
and try to keep his mind on that. In the evenings he would read the
newspapers and keep abreast of the events of the day.
“I don’t go on a bat very often. I deserve a little vacation,” he
thought rather sadly.
* * * * *
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