He was about to pass out of his small inner office into the larger
office and then on into the factory, but stopped by the door. The woman
who worked there in the room with him was named Natalie Swartz. She
was the daughter of a German saloon-keeper of the town who had married
an Irish woman and then had died leaving no money. He remembered what
he had heard of her and her life. There were two daughters and the
mother had an ugly temper and was given to drink. The older daughter
had become a teacher in the town schools and Natalie had learned
stenography and had come to work in the office of the factory. They
lived in a small frame house at the edge of town and sometimes the old
mother got drunk and abused the two girls. They were good girls and
worked hard, but in her cups the old mother accused them of all sorts
of immorality. All the neighbors felt sorry for them.
John Webster stood at the door with the door-knob in his hand. He was
looking hard at Natalie, but did not feel in the least embarrassed nor
strangely enough did she. She was arranging some papers, but stopped
working and looked directly at him. It was an odd sensation to be able
to look thus, directly into another person’s eyes. It was as though
Natalie were a house and he were looking in through a window. Natalie
herself lived within the house that was her body. What a quiet strong
dear person she was and how strange it was that he had been able to sit
near her every day for two or three years without ever before thinking
of looking into her house. “How many houses there are within which I
have not looked,” he thought.
A strange rapid little circle of thought welled up within him as he
stood thus, without embarrassment, looking into Natalie’s eyes. How
clean she had kept her house. The old Irish mother in her cups might
shout and rave calling her daughter a whore, as she sometimes did,
but her words did not penetrate into the house of Natalie. The little
thoughts within John Webster became words, not expressed aloud, but
words that ran like voices shouting softly within himself. “She is
my beloved,” one of the voices said. “You shall go into the house
of Natalie,” said another. A slow blush spread over Natalie’s face
and she smiled. “You are not very well lately. Are you worried about
something?” she said. She had never spoken to him before with just
that manner. There was a suggestion of intimacy about it. As a matter
of fact the washing machine business was at that time doing very well.
Orders were coming in rapidly and the factory was humming with life.
There were no notes to be paid at the bank. “Why, I am very well,” he
said, “very happy and very well, at just this moment.”
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