John Webster began walking up and down before them. “What an idea,” he
thought looking down at his own bare legs. He smiled, again looking
into the frightened face of his daughter. “Hito, tito,” he whispered
to himself. “Now do not lose your head. You’re going to pull this off.
Keep your head on your shoulders, my boy.” Some strange freak of his
mind made him raise his two hands as though he were conferring some
kind of blessing upon the two women. “I’m off my nut, out of my shell,
but I don’t care at all,” he mused.
He addressed his daughter. “Well, Jane,” he began, speaking with great
earnestness and in a clear quiet voice, “I can see you are frightened
and upset by what is going on here and I do not blame you. The truth
is that it was all planned. For a week now you have been lying awake in
your bed in the next room there and hearing me move about in here and
in that room over there your mother has been lying. There is something
I have been wanting to say to you and your mother, but as you know
there has never been any habit of talk in this house.
“The truth is I have wanted to startle you and I guess I have succeeded
in that.”
He walked across the room and sat on the bed between his daughter and
the heavy inert body of his wife. They were both dressed in nightgowns
and his daughter’s hair had fallen down about her shoulders. It was
like his wife’s hair when he married her. Then her hair had been just
such a golden yellow and when the sun shone on it coppery and brown
lights sometimes appeared.
“I’m going away from this house to-night. I’m not going to live with
your mother any more,” he said, leaning forward and looking at the
floor.
He straightened his body and for a long time sat looking at his
daughter’s body. It was young and slender. She would not be
extraordinarily tall like her mother but would be a woman of the medium
height. He studied her body carefully. Once, when she was a child of
six, Jane had been ill for nearly a year and he remembered now that
during that time she had been very precious to him. It was during a
year when the business had gone badly and he thought he might have to
go into bankruptcy at any moment, but he had managed to keep a trained
nurse in the house during the whole period of her illness. Every day
during that time he came home from the factory at noon and went into
his daughter’s room.
There was no fever. What was wrong? He had thrown the bedclothes off
the child’s body and had looked at it. She was very thin then and the
little bones of the body could be plainly seen. There was just the tiny
bony structure over which the fair white skin was drawn.
The doctors had said it was a matter of malnutrition, that the food
given the child did not nourish it, and they couldn’t find the right
food. The mother had been unable to nurse the child. Sometimes during
that period he stood for long minutes looking at the child whose tired
listless eyes looked back at him. The tears ran from his own eyes.
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