“I went into the house and put my bag down on the floor by the front
door,” he explained, and a shiver ran through his body as he remembered
the dreariness of that evening long before. It was to have been an
evening of gaiety. The four young people had planned to go to a dance
and in anticipation of the figure he would cut with the new girl
from another town, he had, in advance, worked himself up to a state
of semi-excitement. The devil!--He had counted on finding in her the
something--well, what was it?--the something a young fellow is always
dreaming of finding in some strange woman who is suddenly to come up
to him out of nowhere and bring with her new life which she presents
to him freely, asking nothing. “You see, the dream is obviously an
impossible one, but one has it in youth,” he explained, smiling. All
through the telling of this part of his story he kept smiling. Did
his daughter understand? One couldn’t question her understanding too
closely. “The woman is to come clad in shining garments and with a
calm smile on her face,” he went on, building up his fanciful picture.
“With what regal grace she carries herself and yet, you understand,
she is not some impossible cold drawn-away thing either. There are
many men standing about, all no doubt more deserving than yourself,
but it is to you she comes, walking slowly, with her body all alive.
She is the unspeakably beautiful Virgin, but there is something very
earthy about her too. The truth is that she can be very cold and proud
and drawn-away when anyone else but yourself is concerned, but in your
presence the coldness all goes out of her.
“She comes toward you and her hand, that holds before her slender young
body a golden tray, trembles a little. On the tray there is a box,
small and cunningly wrought, and within it is a jewel, a talisman,
that is for you. You are to take the jewel, set in a golden ring, out
of the box and put in on your finger. It is nothing. The strange and
beautiful woman has but brought it to you as a sign, before all the
others, that she lays herself at your feet. When your hand reaches
forward and takes the jewel from the box her body begins to tremble
and the golden tray falls to the floor making a loud rattling sound.
Something terrific happens to all the others who have been witnesses of
the scene. Of a sudden all the people present realize that you, whom
they had always thought of as just an ordinary fellow, not, to tell the
truth, as worthy as themselves, well, you see, they have been made,
fairly forced, to realize your true self. Of a sudden there you stand
before them all in your true colors, quite revealed at last. There is a
kind of radiant splendor comes out of you and fairly lights up the room
where you, the woman, and all the others, the men and women of your own
town you have always known and who have always thought they knew you,
where they all stand looking and gasping with astonishment.
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