Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
The curtain blew ever so slightly in the wind from the crevice of the
door, and he watched it from his bed as it swelled and bulged and shrunk
back as though it were longing to break away from the door altogether
but had not quite courage enough. But although he was still confused and
vague with the lazy bewilderment of sleep, he realised quite definitely
in the back of his mind that there was some fact waiting for him until
he should be clear-headed enough to recognise it. This certainty of
something definite before him that had to be met and considered roused
him. He did not, in the least, know what that something was that awaited
him, but he tried to pull himself together. The sea receded, the beating
of its waves was very faint in his ears, and the rocks resolved into the
shining glass of the dressing-table and the solemn chairs with their
backs set resolutely against the wall, and their expressions those of
self-conscious virtue.
He sat up in bed and rubbed his eyes; he knew with absolute certainty
that he should not sleep again. The light was trying to pierce the blind
and little eyes of colour winked at him from the window, the silver
things on the dressing-table stood out, pools of white, against the dark
wood.
He got out of bed, and suddenly the fact stared him in the face: it was
that he was committed, irrevocably committed, to help Tony. He had, in a
way, been committed before, ever since Lady Gale asked him for his help;
but there had always been a chance of escaping, the possibility, indeed,
of the “thing” never coming off at all. But now it was coming off, and
very soon, and he had to help it to come.
He had turned the whole situation over in his mind so very often, and
looked at it from so very many points of view, with its absurdities and
its tragedies and its moralities, that there was nothing more to be said
about the actual thing at all; that was, in all conscience, concrete
enough. He saw it, as he sat on the bed swinging his feet, there in
front of him, as some actual personality with whom he had pledged
himself in league. He had sworn to help two children to elope against
everybody’s wishes—he, Maradick, of all people the most law-abiding.
What had come over him? However, there it was and there was nothing more
to be said about it. It wasn’t to be looked at again at all with any
view of its possible difficulties and dangers, it had just to be carried
through.
But he knew, as he thought about it, that the issue was really much
larger than the actual elopement. It was the effect on him that really
mattered, the fact that he could never return to Epsom again with any
hope of being able to live the life there that he had lived before.
The whole circle of them would be changed by this; it was the most
momentous event in all their lives.
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