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But now, as she sat there alone in her room, she was realising another
thing—that those moments had their consequences. What were they going
to do afterwards? What would Maradick do? What, above all, would her own
attitude to Fred be? She began, very slowly, to realise the truth, that
the great laws are above creeds and all dogmas because they are made
from man’s necessities, not from his superstitions. What was she going
to do?
She knew quite well what she would do if she were left there alone on
Thursday night, and at the sudden thought of it she switched off the
light and plunged the room into darkness. She lay in bed waiting for
Fred to come up. She felt suddenly very unprotected. She would ask him
to take her with him on Thursday, she would make some excuse; he would
probably be glad.
She heard him undressing in the next room. He was whistling softly to
himself; he stumbled over something and said “Damn.” She heard him
gargle as he brushed his teeth. He hummed a song of the moment, “I
wouldn’t go home in the dark”; and then she heard him stepping across
the carpet towards the bed, softly lest he should wake her. He got into
bed and grunted with satisfaction as he curled up into the sheets; his
toe touched her foot and she shivered suddenly because it was cold.
“Hullo, old girl,” he said, “still awake?”
She didn’t answer. Then she turned slowly round towards him.
“Fred,” she said, “I think I’ll come away with you on Thursday after
all.” But, as she said it to him, she was suddenly afraid of his
suspecting something. He would want to know the reason. “It’s not,” she
added hurriedly, “that I’m not perfectly happy here. I’m enjoying it
awfully, it’s delightful; but, after all, there isn’t very much point in
my staying here. I don’t want to after you’re gone.”
But he was sleepy. He yawned.
“I’m awfully tired, dear. We’ll talk about it to-morrow. But anyhow, I
don’t quite see the point. You won’t want to be pottering about London
with me. I’m only up there for business—these beastly publishers,” he
yawned again. “You’d be bored, you know; much better stay here with Lady
Gale. Besides, it’s all arranged.” His voice died off into a sleepy
murmur.
But the terror seemed to gather about her in the darkness. She saw with
amazing vision. She did not want to be left; she must not be left.
She put her hand on his arm.
“Fred, please—it’s important; I don’t want to stay.”
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