Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
And then she was suddenly frightened. She had said too much. He would
want to know why she didn’t want to stay. But he lay there silently. She
was afraid that he would go to sleep. She knew that when the morning
came things would seem different. She knew that she would persuade
herself that there was no immediate hurry. She would leave things to
settle themselves; and then. Oh! well! there would be no question as to
how things would go! She saw, with absolute clearness that this was the
moment that was granted her. If she could only persuade him to take her
now, then she would have that at any rate afterwards to hold herself
back. She would not want to go back on her word again. Her only feeling
now was that Fred was so safe. The thought of the evening, the garden,
Maradick, filled her now with unreasoning terror; she was in a panic
lest this minute, this opportunity, should leave her.
She turned towards him and shook his arm.
“Fred, just keep awake for a minute; really it’s important. Really, I
want to go away with you, on Thursday, not to stay on. I don’t like the
place. I shan’t a bit mind being in London, it will be rather fun; there
are lots of people I want to see. Besides, it’s only a day or two after
all.”
But he laughed sleepily.
“What’s all the fuss, old girl? I’m simply damned tired; I am, really.
We’ll talk about it to-morrow. But anyhow, you’d better stay; it’s all
arranged, and Lady Gale will think it rather funny.”
His voice trailed off. For a moment there was silence and she heard his
breathing. He was asleep.
She listened furiously. Oh, well, if he didn’t care more than that! If
he couldn’t keep awake longer than that! She dug her nails into her
hand. There it was; he could go to sleep when she was in torture. He
didn’t care; the other man! Her mind flew back to the evening again. Ah!
he would not have gone off to sleep! He would have listened—listened.
But she lay for hours staring into the darkness, listening to the man’s
even breathing.
* * * * *
But there had been another example of “any wife to any husband,” that
must, for a moment, have its record.
Maradick feared, on coming into his room, that his wife was not yet in
bed. She was sitting in front of her glass brushing her hair. She must
have seen him in the mirror, but she did not move. She looked very
young, almost like a little doll; as she sat there he had again the
curious feeling of pathos that he had known at breakfast. Absurd! Emmy
Maradick was the last person about whom anyone need be pathetic, but
nevertheless the feeling was there. He got into bed without a word. She
went on silently combing her hair. It got on his nerves; he couldn’t
take his eyes off her. He turned his eyes away towards the wall, but
slowly they turned back again, back to the silent white figure in the
centre of the room by the shining glass.
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