Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
He suddenly wanted to scream, to shout something at her like “Speak, you
devil!” or “don’t go on saying nothing, you mummy, sitting still like
that.”
At last he did speak.
“You’re late, Emmy,” he said, “I thought you’d have been in bed.” His
voice was very gentle. If only she would stop moving that brush up and
down with its almost mechanical precision! She put the brush slowly down
on the table and turned towards him.
“Yes,” she said, “I was waiting for you, really, until you came up.”
He was suddenly convinced that she knew; she had probably known all
about it from the first. She was such a clever little woman, there were
very few things that she didn’t know. He waited stupidly, dully. He
wondered what she was going to say, what she was going to propose that
they should do.
But having got so far, she seemed to have nothing more to say. She
stared at the glass with wide, fixed eyes; her cheeks were flushed, and
her fingers played nervously with the things on the dressing-table.
“Well,” he said at last, “what is it?”
Then, to his intense surprise, she got up and came slowly towards him;
she sat on the edge of the bed whilst he watched her, wondering, amazed.
He had never seen her like that before, and his intense curiosity at her
condition killed, for a moment, the eagerness with which he would
discover how much she knew. But her manner of taking it was surely very
strange.
Temper, fury, passion, even hate, that he could understand, and that,
knowing her, he would have expected, but this strange dreamy quiet
frightened him. He caught the bed-clothes in his hands and twisted them;
then he asked again: “Well, what is it?” But when she did at last speak
she did not look at him, but stared in front of her. It was the
strangest thing in the world to see her sitting there, speaking like
that; and he had a feeling, not to be explained, that she wasn’t there
at all really, that it was some one else, even, possibly, some strange
thing that his actions of these last few days had suddenly called
forth—called forth, that was, to punish him. He shrunk back on to his
pillows.
“Well,” her voice just went on, “it isn’t that I’ve really anything to
say; you’ll think me silly, and I’m sure I don’t want to keep you when
you want to go to sleep. But it isn’t often that we have anything very
much to say to one another; it isn’t, at any rate, very often here.
We’ve hardly, you know, talked at all since we’ve been here.
“But these last few days I’ve been thinking, realising perhaps, that
it’s been my fault all these years that things haven’t been
happier. . . . I don’t think I’d thought about anyone except
myself. . . . In some sort of way I hadn’t considered you at all; I
don’t quite know why.”
She paused as though she expected him to say something, but he made no
sound.
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