Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
To-night it passed contentedly under the walls of the town, singing a
very sleepy little song on its way, and playing games with the moonlight
and the stars. Here the noise of the fair was hidden and everything was
very still and peaceful. The footsteps of the two men were loud and
clear. The night air had straightened Maradick’s brain and he was more
at peace with the world, but there was, nevertheless, a certain feeling
of uneasiness, natural and indeed inevitable in a man who, after an
ordered and regulated existence of many years, does something that is
unusual and a little ridiculous. He had arrived, as was, indeed, the
case with so many persons of middle age, at that deliberate exclusion of
three sides of life in order to grasp fully the fourth side. By
persistent practice he had taught himself to believe that the other
three sides did not exist. He told himself that he was not adaptable,
that he had made his bed and must lie on it, that the moon was for
dreamers; and now suddenly, in the space of a day, the blind was drawn
from the window before which he had sat for fifteen years, and behold!
there were the stars!
Then Tony began again. It had been said of him that his worst fault was
his readiness to respond, that he did not know what it was to be on his
guard, and he treated Maradick now with a confidence and frankness that
was curiously intimate considering the length of their acquaintance. At
length he spoke of Alice Du Cane. “I know my people want it, and she’s
an awful good sort, really sporting, and the kind of girl you’d trust to
the end of your days. A girl you’d be absolutely safe with.”
“Do you care about her?” said Maradick.
“Of course. We’ve known each other for years. We’re not very sentimental
about it, but then for my part I distrust all that profoundly. It isn’t
what you want nowadays; good solid esteem is the only thing to build
on.”
Tony spoke with an air of deep experience. Maradick, with the thought of
his own failure in his mind, wondered whether, after all, that were not
the right way of looking at it. It had not been his way, fifteen years
before; he had been the true impetuous lover, and now he reaped his
harvest. Oh! these considering and careful young men and girls of the
new generation were learning their lesson, and yet, in spite of it all,
marriage turned out as many failures as ever. But this remark of the
boy’s had been little in agreement with the rest of him; he had been
romantic, impetuous, and very, very young, and this serious and rather
cynical doctrine of “good solid esteem” was out of keeping with the rest
of him.
“I wonder if you mean that,” he said, looking sharply at Tony.
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