Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
She did feel a new interest in him this morning, certainly. His avoiding
her so consistently during the week was unlike him, was unusually
strong. She even felt suddenly that she would like him to be rude and
violent to her again, as he had been that other evening. Great creature!
it was certainly his métier to be rude and violent. Perhaps he would be.
She held Lady Gale’s invitation towards him.
“A picnic.” she said coldly. “To-morrow; do you care to go?”
“Are you going?” he said, looking at her.
“I should think that scarcely matters,” she answered scornfully,
“judging by the amount of interest you’ve taken in me and my doings
during the last week.”
“I know,” he said, and he looked down at the ground, “I have been a
brute, a cad, all these days, treating you like that. I have come to
apologise.”
Oh! the fool! She could have struck him with her hand! It was to be the
same thing after all, then. The monotonous crawling back to her feet,
the old routine of love and submission, the momentary hope of strength
and contradiction strangled as soon as born.
She laughed a little. “Oh, you needn’t apologise,” she said, “and, in
any case, it’s a little late, isn’t it? Not that you need mind about me.
I’ve had a very pleasant week, and so have the girls, even though their
father _hasn’t_ been near them.”
But he broke in upon her rapidly. “Oh! I’m ashamed of myself,” he said,
“you don’t know how ashamed. I think the place had something to do with
it, and then one was tired and nervy a bit, I suppose; not,” he hastily
added, “that I want to make excuses, for there really aren’t any. I just
leave it with you. I was a beast. I promise never to break out again.”
How could a man! she thought, looking at him, and then, how blind men
were. Why couldn’t they see that it wasn’t the sugar and honey that
women were continually wanting, or, at any rate, the right sort of
woman!
She glanced at him angrily. “We’d better leave the thing there,” she
said. “For heaven’s sake spare us any more scenes. You were
rude—abominably—I’m glad you’ve had the grace at last to come and tell
me so.”
She moved as though she would get up, but he put out his hand and
stopped her.
“No, Emmy, please,” he said, “let’s talk for a moment. I’ve got things I
want to say.” He cleared his throat, and stared down the white shining
path. Mrs. Lawrence appeared coming towards them, then she saw them
together and turned hurriedly back. “I’ve been thinking, all these days,
about the muddle that we’ve made. My fault very largely, I know, but I
have so awfully wanted to put it right again. And I thought if we
talked——”
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