Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
“What’s the use of talking?” she broke in hastily; “there’s nothing to
say; it’s all as stale as anything could be. You’re so extraordinarily
dull when you’re in the ‘picking up the pieces’ mood; not content with
behaving like a second-rate bricklayer and then sulking for a week you
add to it by a long recital, ‘the virtues of an obedient wife’—a little
tiresome, don’t you think?”
Her nerves were all to pieces, she really wasn’t well, and the heat was
terrible; the sight of him sitting there with that pathetic, ill-used
look on his face, drove her nearly to madness. To think that she was
tied for life to so feeble a creature.
“No, please,” he said, “I know that I’m tiresome and stupid. But really
I’ve been seeing things differently these last few days. We might get
along better. I’ll try; I know it’s been largely my fault, not seeing
things and not trying——”
“Oh!” she broke in furiously, “for God’s sake stop it. Isn’t it bad
enough and tiresome enough for me already without all this stuff! I’m
sick of it, sick of it, I tell you. Sick of the whole thing. You spoke
your mind the other night, I’ll speak mine now. You can take it or leave
it.” She rose from her chair and stood looking out to sea, her hands
clenched at her sides. “Oh! these years! these years! Always the same
thing. You’ve never stuck up to anything, never fought anything, and
it’s all been so tame. And now you want us to go over the same old
ground again, to patch it up and go on as if we hadn’t had twenty long
dreary years of it and would give a good deal not to have another.” She
stopped and looked at him, smiling curiously. “Oh! James! My poor dear,
you’re such a bore. Try not to be so painfully good; you might even be a
little amusing!”
She walked slowly away towards the girls. She passed, with them, down
the path.
He picked up the broken pieces of his thoughts and tried to put them
slowly together. His first thought of her and of the whole situation was
that it was hopeless, perfectly hopeless. He had fancied, stupidly,
blindly, that his having moved included her moving too, quite without
reason, as he now thoroughly saw. She was just where they had both been
a week ago, she was even, from his neglect of her during these last
days, a little farther back; it was harder than ever for her to see in
line. His discovery of this affected him very little. He was very
slightly wounded by the things that she had said to him, and her
rejection of his advances so finally and completely distressed him
scarcely at all. As he sat and watched the colours steal mistily across
the sea he knew that he was too happy at all the discoveries that he was
making to mind anything else. He was setting out on an adventure, and if
she would not come too it could simply not be helped; it did not in the
least alter the adventure’s excitement.
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