American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
“Long before that I had begun to work for my living. I write a good hand
naturally. I got employment as a copyist, but that did not last
very long. I was ambitious, and I thought I might work my way into
literature. But it is a very disheartening career, you know.”
Mosscrop had lifted his brows in some surprise. He nodded again, with a
cursory “Ay!”
“The editors were not at all kind to me,” she went on. “I toiled like a
slave, but I hardly ever got anything accepted, and then you had to
wait months for your pay, and perhaps not get it at all. I should have
starved long ago, if I hadn’t met an American woman at the Museum who
was over here getting up pedigrees. Oh, not for herself. She made a
regular business of it. Rich Americans paid her to hunt up their English
ancestors, in genealogies and old records, and on tombstones and so on.
I was her assistant for nearly a year, and things went fairly well with
me. But three months ago she was taken ill and had to go home, and there
I was stranded again. I tried to go on with some of the jobs she left
unfinished, but the people had gone away, or hadn’t confidence in so
young a person, and well--that’s all. My landlady turned me out at
six o’clock this morning, and she has seized the few poor things I had
left--and here I am.”
The young man lifted his glass, and clinked it against hers. “I am very
glad that you _are_ here,” he said; and they smiled wistfully into each
other’s eyes as they finished the Capri.
“It is a heavenly little break in the clouds, anyway,” she went on,
dreamily. “It isn’t like real life at all: it is the way things happen
in fairy stories.”
“Quite so. Why shouldn’t we have a fairy story all by ourselves? It is
every whit as easy as the stupid, humdrum other thing, and a million
times nicer. Oh, I’m on the side of the fairies, myself.”
She looked out, in an absent fashion, at the windows across the way.
The light began to fade from her countenance, and the troubled
lines returned. “Every day for a fortnight I have been answering
advertisements,” she went on, pensively; “some by letter, some in
person. There were secretaries’ places, but you had to know shorthand,
and the typewriter, and all that. Then somehow all the vacancies for
shop-women got filled before I applied, or else people with experience
in the business were preferred to me. I even went in for the ‘lady-help’
thing--a kind of domestic servant, you know, only you get less pay and
don’t wear a cap--but nobody would have me. My hair was too good and
my boots were too bad. The lady of the house just stared at these two
things, every place I applied at, and said she was afraid I wouldn’t
answer.”
The picture she drew was painful to Moss-crop, and he made an effort to
lighten it with levity. “I confess I didn’t think very highly of your
boots, myself,” he said, cheerily, “but I admire your hair immensely.”
“Oh, but you are a man!”
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