American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
“They’re not worth a bus-fare--they’re really not. You see,” she went on
with her reluctant confidences, “I had to pawn everything. These clothes
I have on are every rag I have left.”
Mosserop, regarding her with a sympathetic gaze, recalled very clearly
the gown she used to wear at the Museum. It was a queer colour--a sort
of rusty greenish-blue; it was of common stuff, and made without a
waist, in some outlandish Grosvenor Gallery fashion novel to his eye.
The practical side of him stumbled at this memory. “But if you had to
pawn things,” he said, “I should have thought these silks you have on
would have gone first. That frock you used to wear at the Museum, for
instance--you could only have raised a few pence on that--whereas these
things--I’m afraid, my young friend, that you haven’t a good business
head.”
“Oh, better than you think,” she retorted, with downcast eyes. Her
further words cost her a visible effort. “I thought it all out, and
I saw that my only chance was to hang on to these clothes. If people
didn’t happen to look at my boots, I was all right. Men don’t notice
such things much--you yourself didn’t at first. And my skirt would hide
them, more or less.”
He looked at her averted face, slowly assimilating the meaning of what
she said. Then he hastily turned his chair sidewise, rang the bell for
the waiter, lit a fresh cigar, and blew out the match with a sigh which
deepened into an audible groan.
“What else could I do?” she faltered, with a flushing cheek, and a
tear-dimmed stare out of the window. “Nothing but throw myself into the
river. And that I _won’t_ do. They have no right to insist upon my
doing that. If I was old and horrid, it wouldn’t matter so much. But I’m
young, and I want to live. That’s all I ask--just the chance to live.
And that I won’t let them rob me of, if I can help it.”
The waiter, counting out the change, embraced the couple in a series
of calm, sidelong glances. He expressed polite thanks for the shilling
pushed aside toward him, and closed the door behind him when he left the
room with an emphasized firmness of touch.
Mosscrop rose. “Come, child,” he said, briskly. “Cheer up! Look up at
me--let’s sec a smile on your face. A little brighter, please--that’s
more like it. How we _have_ wiped the slate clean! We begin absolutely
fresh. Dry your eyes, and we’ll make a start. We’ve got those celebrated
birthdays of ours to look after--and it’s high time we set about it.”
She stood up, and smilingly obeyed him by dabbing the napkin against
her nose and brows. She moved across to the mirror above the mantel, and
smiled again at what she saw. Then she looked down at her boots, and her
face took on a radiance, which it kept, as she descended close behind
him the narrow stairway.
CHAPTER III.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account