American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
Hours later, David still sat by the empty fireplace, and ruminated over
his pipe. He had put the decanter and glass resolutely back into the
sideboard, and turned a key on them. He had taken down a book, but it
lay unregarded on the floor beside him. He desired to do nothing but
think, and yet even that it was not easy to contrive. Thoughts would not
marshal themselves in any ordered sequence.
The whole day had yielded an extraordinary experience, involving all
thoughts of momentous possibilities, which he said over and over again
to himself demanded the coolest and most conservative consideration. But
when he strove to fasten his mind to the task, straightway it swerved
and curveted and danced off beyond control. One memory returned to him
ceaselessly: the way Vestalia had risen finally to say good-night, and
insisted strenuously on his not quitting his chair, and then, all at
once, had bent swiftly down and kissed him before she ran from the room.
And well, why not? he asked himself at last; why shouldn’t he abandon
himself to remembering it? What else was there equally well worth
recalling? The early morning on the bridge rose again before him; the
tenderly compassionate intimacy which, stealing slowly over them, seemed
yet to have burst forth in ripe fulness from the very beginning; the
delightful meals together, the long walks and talks, the little gifts
which brought such happiness to the donor; the languorously saddened
twilight on the river, the silent homecoming, the surprise, the kiss--so
the sweet chain of reverie coiled and unfolded itself, with quickened
heart-beats for links.
Once a thought came to him--a thought which seemed hard and cold as his
native granite, and rough with the bristling spikes of his own hillside
heather--that he had spent in that one day more than his whole week’s
income. In other times the fact would have disturbed David. Now he
looked it calmly in the face, and smiled at it derisive dismissal. The
savings of a year, or of four years--what were even they when weighed
in the balance against the fact that next door, under these very
roof-beams, the dear Vestalia was peacefully sleeping?
It must have been long after midnight when, in the act of filling
his pipe once more, it occurred to him to go to bed instead. Upon
reflection, he was both tired and sleepy. He rose and yawned, and then
smiled upon his own image in the mirror at remembering how happy he was
as well. It was a queer mess, to be sure, but there was no element in it
which he regretted or would have changed. It was all delicious, through
and through.
As he glanced again at his reflection in the glass, and warmed his heart
by the flame of triumphant joy which gleamed through the eyes he looked
into, a sudden rhythmical noise rose upon the profound stillness of the
old inn. It caught his ear, and he turned to listen.
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