American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
Outside he seemed to himself to choose the direction of his steps quite
at random. He walked slowly, trying to fasten his brain down to the task
of conjecturing what on earth it all meant. Alas, his mind was as empty
as those desolate rooms up at the top of Dunstan’s Inn. The power
of coherent speculation had left him. It was hardly possible even
to arrange in decent sequence the details of what had happened. An
indefinitely sweeping rage at destiny in general oppressed all his
faculties. He muttered meaningless oaths under his breath as he went
along, directed at an intangible “it” which was equally without form
and personality, a mere abstract symbol of the universal beastliness of
things.
The notion of cursing Vestalia did not suggest itself. So far as he
had any intelligible thoughts about her, they were instinctively
exculpatory. She seemed indeed to have behaved stupidly, but it must
have been under a misapprehension of some sort. Something perverse had
happened to lead her off into a foolish course of action. He resolutely
declined to open his mind to any other view of her. She must have
quitted the Inn for some reason which wholly satisfied her sense of
honourable conduct. What was this reason? Had she conjured it up out of
her own meditations, or had it been furnished to her from an external
source?
All at once he stopped short, mental and bodily progress alike arrested
by a striking thought. “Damn _him!_” he murmured to himself, as he
turned this new idea over. How that it had come to him, he fairly
marvelled at the dulness which had failed to discover it at the
beginning. It was as plain as the nose on one’s face--the Earl had
bidden Vestalia to begone. “Ah, that miserly, meddling fool of a
Drumpipes!” he groaned, between clenched teeth.
This laying bare of the mystery brought no consolation. The day was as
irretrievably ruined, the tender little romance as ruthlessly crushed,
as ever. A certain doubtful solace seemed to offer itself in the shape
of a quarrel with Drumpipes, but Mosscrop shook his head despondently at
it. What good would that do? And for that matter, how should one go to
work to quarrel with that tough-hided, fatuous, conceited, dense-witted,
imperturbable, and impenetrable idiot? He would never even perceive
that the attempt was being made. David piled up in reverie the loathly
epithets upon the over-large bald head of his friend with a savage
satisfaction. “You preposterous clown!” he snarled at the burly blond
image of the absent nobleman in his mind’s eye. “You gratuitous and
wanton ass! Oh, you unthinkable duffer!”
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