American fiction -- 19th century; London (England) -- Fiction
“In fact,” she went on thoughtfully, as if he had not spoken, “all kinds
of death seem an outrage to me. They make me angry. It is too stupid to
have to die. What right have other people to say to me, ‘How you must
die’? I was born to live just as much as they were, and I have every
whit as much right on the earth as they have. And I have a right to
what I need to keep me alive, too. That must be so, according to
common-sense!” Mosscrop had listened to this declaration of principles
but indifferently. A sense of drowsiness had stolen over him, and,
yielding to it for the moment, he had hung his head, with an aimless
regard upon the pavement. All at once he caught sight of something that
roused him. His companion’s little boot, disclosed in movement beneath
her skirt, was broken at the side, and almost soleless. He lagged behind
for a step or two, and made sure of what he saw. The girl in the silken
blouse was shod like a beggar.
“Which way are you going?” he asked, with a pretence of suddenly
remembering something. He had halted, and they stood at the corner,
looking up Whitehall. He smothered a yawn with a little explanatory
laugh. “I made rather a night of it--it’s my birthday to-day--and I’m
half asleep. I hadn’t noticed where we’d walked to. I hope I haven’t
taken you out of your way.”
The girl hesitated, looked up the broad, stately street, and bit her lip
in strenuous thought of some sort.
“Good morning, then!” she blurted out, confusedly, and turned to move
away.
The impulse to be quit of her had been very sharply defined in his mind,
and had dictated not only his words, but his awkward, half-shamefaced,
half-familiar, manner in suggesting a parting. Now it vanished again
with miraculous swiftness.
“No, no! You mustn’t go off like that!” he urged, and sprang forward to
her side. “I only asked you which was your way.”
She was blinking her eyes in a struggle to regain facial composure. He
could see that she had been on the point of tears, and the sight moved
him to recklessness. It was not surprising to hear her confess: “Me? I
have no way.”
He took charge of her with a fine paternal tone. “Oh yes, you have! Your
way is my way. You are going with me. It’s my birthday, you know, and
you have come to help me celebrate it. What do you say to beginning with
a special breakfast?--or perhaps you’ve spoiled your appetite already.
But you can pretend to eat a little.”
The girl laughed aloud, with pathetic irony at some conceit which
curled her lip in scornful amusement. “Words rose to her tongue, but she
forbore to utter them, and stared up the street.
“You’ll come along, won’t you?” He had held up his hand, and a
four-wheeler, with a driver and horse of advanced years and dejected
aspect, was crawling diagonally across the roadway toward them.
She took courage to look him frankly in the face. “I shall be very much
obliged to you, indeed,” she said, keeping her voice up till the avowal
should be finished. “I’ve had no breakfast.”
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