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“Look here!” he demanded, sliding along the bench toward McGregor and
emphasising his points by slapping one hand down upon the other. “Ain't
all children my children?” He paused, trying to gather his scattered
thoughts into words. When McGregor started to speak he put his hand up
as though to ward off a new thought or another question. “I'm not trying
to dodge,” he said. “I'm trying to get thoughts that have been in my
head day after day in shape to tell. I haven't tried to express them
before. I know men and women cling to their children. It's the only
thing they have left of the dream they had before they married. I felt
that way. It held me for a long time. It would be holding me now only
that the violins pulled so hard at me.”
He threw up his hand impatiently. “You see I had to find an answer. I
couldn't think of being a skunk--running away--and I couldn't stay. I
wasn't intended to stay. Some men are intended to work and take care of
children and serve women perhaps but others have to keep trying for a
vague something all their lives--like me trying for a tone on a violin.
If they don't get it it doesn't matter, they have to keep trying.
“My wife used to say I'd get tired of it. No woman ever really
understands a man caring for anything except herself. I knocked that out
of her.”
The little man looked up at McGregor. “Do you think I'm a skunk?” he
asked.
McGregor looked at him gravely. “I don't know,” he said. “Go on and tell
me about the children.”
“I said they were the last things to cling to. They are. We used to have
religion. But that's pretty well gone now--the old kind. Now men think
about children, I mean a certain kind of men--the ones that have work
they want to get on with. Children and work are the only things that
kind care about. If they have a sentiment about women it's only about
their own--the one they have in the house with them. They want to keep
that one finer than they are themselves. So they work the other feeling
out on the paid women.
“Women fuss about men loving children. Much they care. It's only a plan
for demanding adulation for themselves that they don't earn. Once, when
I first came to the city, I took a place as servant in a wealthy family.
I wanted to stay under cover until my beard grew. Women used to come
there to receptions and to meetings in the afternoon to talk about
reforms they were interested in----Bah! They work and scheme trying to
get at men. They are at it all their lives, flattering, diverting us,
giving us false ideas, pretending to be weak and uncertain when they are
strong and determined. They have no mercy. They wage war on us trying
to make us slaves. They want to take us captive home to their houses as
Caesar took captives home to Rome.
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