Kate had wisely calculated how she could reach David’s heart. If she had
looked up then and seen his white, drawn look, and the tense grasp of his
hands that only the greatest self-control kept quiet on his knee, perhaps
even her mercilessness would have been softened. But she did not look, and
she felt her part was well taken. She sobbed quietly, and waited, and his
hoarse voice asked once more, as gently as a woman’s through his pain:
“Will you tell me what it is and how I can help you?” He longed to take
her in his arms like a little child and comfort her, but he might not. She
was another’s. And perhaps that other had been cruel to her! His clenched
fists showed how terrible was the thought. But still the bowed figure in
its piteous black sobbed and did not reply anything except, “Oh, I am so
unhappy! I cannot bear it any longer.”
“Is—your—your—husband unkind to you?” The words tore themselves from his
tense lips as though they were beyond his control.
“Oh, no,—not exactly unkind—that is—he was not very nice before he went
away,” wailed out a sad voice from behind the linen cambric and lace, “and
he went away without a kind word, and left me hardly any money—and he
hasn’t sent me any word since—and fa-father won’t have anything to do with
me any more—but—but—it’s not that I mind, David. I don’t think about those
things at all. I’m so unhappy about you. I feel you do not forgive me, and
I cannot stand it any longer. I have made a fearful mistake, and you are
angry with me—I think about it at night”—the voice was growing lower now,
and the sentences broken by sobs that told better than words what distress
the sufferer would convey.
“I have been so wicked—and you were so good and kind—and now you will
never forgive me—I think it will kill me to keep on thinking about it—”
her voice trailed off in tears again.
David white with anguish sprang to his feet.
“Oh, Kate,” he cried, “my darling! Don’t talk that way. You know I forgive
you. Look up and tell me you know I forgive you.”
Almost she smiled her triumph beneath her sobs in the little lace border,
but she looked up with real tears on her face. Even her tears obeyed her
will. She was a good actress, also she knew her power over David.
“Oh, David,” she cried, standing up and clasping her hands beseechingly,
“can it be true? Do you really forgive me? Tell me again.”
She came and stood temptingly near to the stern, suffering man wild with
the tumult that raged within him. Her golden head was near his shoulder
where it had rested more than once in time gone by. He looked down at her
from his suffering height his arms folded tightly and said, as though
taking oath before a court of justice:
“I do.”
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