Mardi, and a voyage thither, Vol. 2 (of 2)Melville, Herman
Philosophy
Mardi, and a voyage thither, Vol. 2 (of 2)
Melville, Herman
Adventure stories; Polynesia -- Description and travel -- Fiction
BABBALANJA—He would say to himself, “Sure, it can not be in vain!” Yet
again, when he bethought him of the hurry and bustle of Mardi,
dejection stole over him. “Who will heed it,” thought he; “what care
these fops and brawlers for me? But am I not myself an egregious
coxcomb? Who will read me? Say one thousand pages—twenty-five lines
each—every line ten words—every word ten letters. That’s two million
five hundred thousand _a_’s, and _i_’s, and _o_’s to read! How many are
superfluous? Am I not mad to saddle Mardi with such a task? Of all men,
am I the wisest, to stand upon a pedestal, and teach the mob? Ah, my
own Kortanza! child of many prayers!—in whose earnest eyes, so
fathomless, I see my own; and recall all past delights and silent
agonies-thou may’st prove, as the child of some fond dotard:— beauteous
to me; hideous to Mardi! And methinks, that while so much slaving
merits that thou should’st not die; it has not been intense, prolonged
enough, for the high meed of immortality. Yet, things immortal have
been written; and by men as me;—men, who slept and waked; and ate; and
talked with tongues like mine. Ah, Oro! how may we know or not, we are
what we would be? Hath genius any stamp and imprint, obvious to
possessors? Has it eyes to see itself; or is it blind? Or do we delude
ourselves with being gods, and end in grubs? Genius, genius?—a thousand
years hence, to be a household-word?—I?— Lombardo? but yesterday cut in
the market-place by a spangled fool!— Lombardo immortal?—Ha, ha,
Lombardo! but thou art an ass, with vast ears brushing the tops of
palms! Ha, ha, ha! Methinks I see thee immortal! ‘Thus great Lombardo
saith; and thus; and thus; and thus:— thus saith he—illustrious
Lombardo!—Lombardo, our great countryman! Lombardo, prince of
poets—Lombardo! great Lombardo!’—Ha, ha, ha!— go, go! dig thy grave,
and bury thyself!”
ABRAZZA—He was very funny, then, at times.
BABBALANJA—Very funny, your Highness:—amazing jolly! And from my
nethermost soul, would to Oro, thou could’st but feel one touch of that
jolly woe! It would appall thee, my Right Worshipful lord Abrazza!
ABRAZZA (_to Media_)—My dear lord, his teeth are marvelously white and
sharp: some she-shark must have been his dam:—does he often grin thus?
It was infernal!
MEDIA—Ah! that’s Azzageddi. But, prithee, Babbalanja, proceed.
BABBALANJA—Your Highness, even in his calmer critic moods, Lombardo was
far from fancying his work. He confesses, that it ever seemed to him
but a poor scrawled copy of something within, which, do what he would,
he could not completely transfer. “My canvas was small,” said he;
“crowded out were hosts of things that came last. But Fate is in it.”
And Fate it was, too, your Highness, which forced Lombardo, ere his
work was well done, to take it off his easel, and send it to be
multiplied. “Oh, that I was not thus spurred!” cried he; “but like many
another, in its very childhood, this poor child of mine must go out
into Mardi, and get bread for its sire.”
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