Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Knowing Havelock to be a philosopher, I had expected him to be an
elderly man, but, despite his white hair, had found him young,
physically and mentally. Olive Schreiner’s writings were so alive that I
had visualized a young woman. Instead, although her hair was black, her
square and stout Dutch body was old and spread. She had, perhaps, been
partly aged by the frightful asthma from which she had suffered for so
many years. The effect was enhanced by the dark surroundings of the
shabby hotel in which I first saw her.
Certainly another contributing factor was her despondence over the War.
Although her mother was English, her father Dutch, and she a British
subject, her Germanic name was causing her the most harrowing
complications. Fellow hotel guests of her own sex, when they spied her
name on the register or heard her paged, insisted to the manager that
either she should be removed or they were going to seek quarters
elsewhere. She was literally being hounded from place to place.
Possibly Olive felt the tragedy of the War more than any other person I
met in London at this time. She had never believed that “the boys would
be out of the trenches by Christmas,” or that business as usual could
continue much longer. Already she had seen the horrors of armed conflict
in South Africa; it seemed to begin lightly, but it did not end that
way. She feared the whole world might be trapped in this one, that
internationalism and the peace movement were practically finished, and
that a whole new generation had to be born before we could recover what
we had lost. She appeared to me then unduly disheartened; it was only
later when her words came true that I comprehended how accurate were her
prophecies.
Better than any living being Olive understood Havelock. I realized this
during a conversation between herself and Edith. The latter had been in
the United States lecturing on three writers: her husband, James Hinton,
whom he admired tremendously, and Edward Carpenter. Her reception had
convinced her the name of Ellis had gone beyond the borders of England,
and she wanted him to return with her the following year to reap some of
the reward of the respect thousands of Americans had for him.
Havelock was terror-stricken, first at the idea of coming to a new
country, and second at the mere mention of speaking in public. He could
imagine no tortures worse than these. But in order to please Edith, whom
he loved dearly, and also because her persistency and determination were
so great that he found it hard to oppose her, he agreed to leave it to
the three of us.
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