Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Edith and I had called on Olive to talk it over. She, as usual, had just
recently moved. This time she was more cheerful, and after tea we took
up the momentous question of the destiny of another individual. Edith,
with her customary fire and fervor, started in to persuade Olive,
Havelock’s lifelong friend, and me, his new friend, that going to
America would be a crowning glory for him. She entreated our aid in
making him decide to do so.
Olive characteristically listened with rapt attention until Edith had
finished. Then she turned to me. “What do you think Havelock should do?”
I, knowing how much Americans expected of a speaker in the way of voice,
personality, and gift of oratory, and also how easily they could be
disappointed unless gestures and external appearance fulfilled their
anticipations, concluded he would not find this crown of glory or this
universal acclaim, and that he would probably return disillusioned after
the first fanfare of publicity. I said, without giving my reasons, “I
don’t think he should go.”
“Have either of you asked Havelock what he wants to do?” Olive
questioned.
“I have,” said Edith, “and he doesn’t want to.”
“Then that settles the matter entirely,” replied Olive. “Nobody has the
authority to make another do what he doesn’t want to, no matter how good
you or I or any of us think it might be for him. I myself will never
take a step that my instinct or intuition tells me not to. I am guided
wholly by that instinct, and if I should awaken tomorrow morning and my
inner voice told me to go to the top of the Himalayas, I would pack up
and go.”
This brief speech determined the question for Havelock, his right to
stay snugly in London, and to give up all the adventure Edith had
planned for him.
Olive, in her commonly dark mood, was encouraged more by the work being
done for women in birth control than by anything else. She herself, who
had had but one child, which had died, realized its significance. The
last time I saw her she put both arms around me and said, “We may never
meet again, but your endeavor is the bright star shining through the
black clouds of war.”
She was not able to go back to South Africa until the War was over. One
morning, not long afterwards, she was found dead in her bed. According
to her instructions, her little child and beloved dog were removed from
their old resting places and Kaffirs carried the three of them to the
peak of a mountain outside Queenstown, where they have since reposed on
their high eminence.
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