Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
Away he rushed in his pajamas; there was no telephone within half a
mile. I seized Stuart from his crib, bedclothes and all. This took only
a few seconds, but the kitchen was already ablaze and flames were
leaping up the staircase. I pulled the blanket over his head and started
cautiously down, hugging the outer side. The blistering treads crunched
as they gave under my feet, but did not collapse until I had reached the
smoke-filled library.
The family across the street welcomed us in. When I had tucked Stuart
into an impromptu bed I went to watch. Not merely was the fire engine
trying to get up the icy hill, two steps forward and one back, but the
whole village was accompanying it to help organize a bucket brigade.
The clouds had cleared and the bright moon was shining on the strange
scene. The weather had turned much colder, and the rain had frozen into
crystals which glittered on the branches of trees and shrubbery. It was
unbelievably fantastic, and in that unreal setting the flames, as though
directed by devilish intent, spurted only through our prized rose
window. I stood silently regarding the result of months of work and love
slowly disintegrate. Petal by petal it succumbed to the licking tongues
of fire; one by one they fell into the gray-white snow. Fitting them
together had taken so long; now relentlessly they were being pulled
apart. A thing of beauty had perished in a few moments.
It was as though a chapter of my life had been brought to a close, and I
was neither disappointed nor regretful. On the contrary, I was conscious
of a certain relief, of a burden lifted. In that instant I learned the
lesson of the futility of material substances. Of what great importance
were they spiritually if they could go so quickly? Pains, thirsts,
heartaches could be put into the creation of something external which in
one sweep could be taken from you. With the destruction of the window,
my scale of suburban values was consumed. I could never again pin my
faith on concrete things; I must build on myself alone. I hoped I should
continue to have lovely objects around me, but I could also be happy
without them.
The next day was filled with neighbors coming to condole and offer help,
and with insurance adjusters peering about and questioning. They found
the too-heavy fire in the furnace had overheated the pipes around which
the asbestos had not yet been wrapped. We lost a good deal because,
although the house was covered, the insurance on the furniture had not
been shifted to its new location, and, moreover, many of our possessions
were irreplaceable, their worth having lain in the sentiment attached to
them.
A personal catastrophe may in the end prove to be a public benefit.
People in the community are brought together in sympathy, and learn by
the experience of others how to protect themselves. After our mischance
every householder in Columbia Colony began to look to his furnace and
insure his home.
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