Margarita's Soul: The Romantic Recollections of a Man of FiftyBacon, Josephine Daskam
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Margarita's Soul: The Romantic Recollections of a Man of Fifty
Bacon, Josephine Daskam
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It goes without saying that I have a retentive memory. Of course I
depend very largely upon it for all the small details that Roger has
from time to time vouchsafed me in regard to his relations with
Margarita, or I could not very well be writing these idle memories,
but Roger was always a poor writer--that is to say, so far as comment
and amplification and variety of manner may be supposed to make a good
one. Witness the following letter, which I received in answer to my
plea for details of that strange night journey from New York to
Margarita's town. It left a gap in my story of which I never happened
to receive any account, and it seemed to me a fairly important gap,
though you will see that this was not Roger's view of it.
DEAR JERRY:
It is rather late in the day to ask me about that trip to
----. We hardly spoke for a long time, as I am sure I have
told you before--either of us. There was no berth to be had
for her and no drawing-room car on, so we rode all night in
the day coach with a rather mixed lot. I remember they
snored and it amused her. She wanted to wake them up and I
had to speak sharply to prevent her. The air got very bad
and I took her out on the platform for a while. I remember
there were any amount of stars and the moon out, too. You
know she never talked much. About one o'clock we got to
S---- and changed cars for a few minutes' wait.... I think
it was then that she asked me abruptly what I meant by a
"convent." She said it in French and I saw that she spoke
and understood the language, but only in a simple, childish
sort of way. I told her it was a big school. "What is that?"
she said.... There were a number of Italians on the train,
and they were chattering like magpies, but she paid no
attention to them, and I was sure she did not understand
them. At ---- we got out and I asked her if there would be
any livery stable open at that hour, for it was not more
than four o'clock. She did not know, of course, what a
livery stable was and told me that we must either go in a
boat or walk. So we walked. The sun rose while we were
walking. I think this is all you wanted.
There you have it! Could anything be simpler? "I remember there were
any amount of stars ... You know she never talked much."--Oh, Roger,
Roger! Must you always have the doing and I the telling? Even to this
day, though I would cut off this hand for you, I am jealous of you.
"The sun rose while we were walking"! Ah me, to walk with Margarita
through the dawn! She was the very dawn of life herself, untarnished,
unfatigued, unashamed. To me who have known her, other women are as
pictures in a gallery--lovely pictures, many of them, but a little
faded and fingermarked, somehow.
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