Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“His words fanned the flame of my jealous passion to madness. Hitherto
I had spoken mechanically, remembering my wife’s purity and sweetness;
but at his taunts the blood in my veins became like fire. I wanted
nothing but revenge.
“Everest tried to calm me, but it was useless; he had set the match to
a train that would not be extinguished.
“The remainder of that night is like a hideous nightmare to me. I can
see myself now hurrying him from the steps to the street and into a
cab. I can remember how sharp was the pain at my heart when I repeated
the vague, yet self-condemning words of Conway’s note. I can see again
the houses seeming to fly past us as we dashed homeward. I can feel
again the agony I endured when, in answer to my hoarse inquiry, the
maid said my wife was not at home. Again I can feel the agony of
suspense, rage, madness I suffered as I strode up and down the road
before the house, with Everest standing a little way off, watching me
with a calm, anxious face, till the sound of light feet came to our
ears, and I stood before Gladys.
“I can see her pale, startled face, her shrinking form, as in a
suppressed voice I demanded to know where she had been. She did not
answer at once, and her hesitation maddened me. I lost all manliness,
Stuart. It haunts me now--the misery of her face, the pleading of her
lips. But I would listen to nothing. In a flood of passionate words I
denounced her, thrust aside her hands when they would have held me, and
then, telling her we should never meet again, I rushed away, leaving
her dumb and pallid as a figure of stone.
“Once I turned to go to her--a moment of remorse in my madness--but
Everest pushed me on, and so we parted. Everest never left me all
night; he took me to his rooms, and sat watching me like a mother, with
his grave face and strange, earnest eyes. I was waiting only for the
morning; then I started for Paris--for Conway and revenge!
“Gladys I would never see again. I left my money and the settlement
of my affairs in Everest’s hands in case of my death, and he promised
me to look after Gladys; for, though I deemed her dishonored, I could
not let her starve. He was anxious to stay in England, but I kept him
beside me and refused to let him go.
“I crossed to Paris the next day, and sought everywhere for Conway,
but could not find him. Everest grew impatient, but still I would not
release him; and two days passed without incident. On the third day I
learned that Conway had never left England, that he was seized with
sudden and severe illness at Dover; and, when I reached that place he
was dead.
“Robbed of my revenge, I sunk into gloomy despondency. Everest went to
London to look after my wife. My body seemed paralyzed; I seemed no
longer a man. My friend was away a week, and then returned suddenly
and told me, with a strange, pale face, that Gladys was gone--had
disappeared with her child, and could not be found.
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