Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Foundlings -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“My misery was so great, I scarcely realized the horror of this. My
brain was dulled by intense pain. As in a dream I listened to him,
hardly heeding him, and conscious only of a vague relief as he left me
to go abroad, to shake off, he said, the anxiety he had suffered.
“I stayed on another week or so at Dover, still in the same condition.
Then my brain suddenly cleared; but my misery returned in greater
force. I was mad once more with an agony of pain. I left Dover; it
was hateful to me. I traveled to London. A longing, a craving seized
me to see Gladys, to look on her once more, though she was dead to me
forever. I drove to the house; and the memory of Everest’s words came
back to me then--that she was gone. Pale and faint with anxiety, I
alighted at the well-known gate, and I saw at a glance that the house
was deserted.
“What had become of Gladys? How had she managed? Was she starving--lost
in London, with not a friend in the world? In an instant my rage was
quenched. I saw her only in her sweetness, her beauty, and I leaned
against the gate, overwhelmed with the flood of miserable thoughts that
crowded upon me.
“But it was not a time for dreams. I felt I must act. So I hurried to
the house-agents, feeling sure that they could tell me something. From
them I gleaned the barest information. My wife had visited them early
in the morning following that dreadful night, paid them the rent to the
end of the quarter, and left the key. I questioned them closely and
eagerly, but could gather nothing more, and then I went away, feeling
like a man whose life was almost ended. Over and over again I whispered
to myself, with a twinge of remorse, that Gladys was innocent, and
would have explained all if I had only let her. Then the memory of
Everest’s words, the damning evidence of Conway’s note, returned, and I
knew not what to think; but on one point I was certain--henceforth life
held no duty for me till Gladys was found. Though the golden dream of
our joy was ended, though I doubted her, she must be found and cared
for.
“I began a search--a search, Stuart, that has lasted all my life.
By good hap at this time a distant cousin, dying, bequeathed me his
property, which, though not large, came like a godsend at the moment,
for every available penny I had, had been expended in my search. I
was haunted by my wife’s pale, horror-stricken face gleaming in the
moonlight, by the memory of my baby child, whose prattle had sounded
like music in my ears. I knew too well the miseries, the horrors, of
London, and I could not bear to think that the woman I had held so near
and--Heaven help me!--still treasured in my heart, was thrown into its
terrible jaws and left to perish without a helping hand.
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