Margret Howth: A Story of To-dayDavis, Rebecca Harding
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Margret Howth: A Story of To-day
Davis, Rebecca Harding
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Could he serve this day? Could he? The need was desperate. Was there
anything in this Christianity, freed from bigotry, to work out the
awful problem which the ages had left for America to solve? He doubted
it. People called this old Knowles an infidel, said his brain was as
unnatural and distorted as his body. God, looking down into his heart
that night, saw the savage wrestling there, and judged him with other
eyes than theirs.
The story stood alive in his throbbing brain demanding hearing. All
things were real to this man, this uncouth mass of flesh that his
companions sneered at; most real of all, the unhelped pain of life, the
great seething mire of dumb wretchedness in streets and alleys, the cry
for aid from the starved souls of the world. You and I have other work
to do than to listen,--pleasanter. But he, coming out of the mire, his
veins thick with the blood of a despised race, had carried up their
pain and hunger with him: it was the most real thing on earth to
him,--more real than his own share in the unseen heaven or hell. By
the reality, the peril of the world's instant need, he tried the
offered help from Calvary. It was the work of years, not of this night.
Perhaps, if they who preach Christ crucified had doubted him as this
man did, their work in the coming heaven might be higher,--and ours,
who hear them. When the girl had finished reading, she went out into
the cool air. The Doctor passed her without notice. He went, in his
lumbering way, down the hill into the city; glad to go; the trustful,
waiting quiet oppressed, taunted him. It sent him back more mad
against Destiny, his heart more bitter in its great pity. Let him go
to the great city, with its stifling gambling-hells, its negro-pens,
its foul cellars;--his place and work. If he stumble blindly against
unconquerable ills, and die, others have so stumbled and so died. Do
you think their work is lost?
Margret stood looking down at the sloping moors and fog. She, too, had
her place and work. She thought that night she saw it clearly, and
kept her eyes fixed on it, as I said. They plodded steadily down the
wide years opening before her. Whatever slow, unending toil lay in
them, whatever hungry loneliness, or coarseness of deed, she saw it
all, shrinking from nothing. She looked at the big blue-corded veins
in her wrist, full of untainted blood,--gauged herself coolly, her
lease of life, her power of endurance,--measured it out against the
work waiting for her. No short task, she knew that. She would be old
before it was finished, quite an old woman, hard, mechanical, worn out.
But the day would be so bright, when it came, it would atone for all:
the day would be bright, the home warm again; it would hold all that
life had promised her of good.
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