Next Sunday, as we were getting into line to go to mass, Madeleine ran
into the room like a mad thing. She threw her arms up in the air,
cried out, "M. le Cure is dead!" and fell right down across the table
near her. Everybody stopped talking, and we all ran to Madeleine, who
was screaming and crying. We wanted to know all about it. But she
rocked herself up and down on the table, and kept on repeating, "He is
dead! he is dead!" I could not think at all. I did not know whether I
was sorry or not, and all the time mass was going on, Madeleine's voice
sounded in my ears like a bell. There was no walk that day. Even the
little girls kept quite quiet. I went to look for Sister Marie-Aimee.
She had not been at mass, and I knew from Marie Renaud that she was not
ill. I found her in the refectory. She was sitting on her little
platform. She was leaning her head sideways on the table, and her arms
were hanging down beside her chair. I sat myself down some distance
away from her. But when I heard her moaning I began to sob too, hiding
my face in my hands. But I did not sob long, and I knew that I was not
as sorry as I wanted to be. I tried to cry, but I could not shed a
single tear. I was a little bit ashamed of myself because I believed
that one ought to cry when somebody died, and I didn't dare uncover my
face for fear that Sister Marie-Aimee should think that I was hard
hearted. I listened to her crying. Her moaning reminded me of the
wind at winter-time in the big fireplace. It went up and down as if
she were trying to compose a kind of song. Then her voice stumbled and
broke, and ended up in deep trembling notes. A little before
dinner-time, Madeleine came into the refectory. She took Sister
Marie-Aimee away with her, putting her arm round her, and taking care
of her as they walked. In the evening she told us that M. le Cure had
died in Rome, and that he would be brought back to be buried with his
family.
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