Dating (Social customs) -- Juvenile fiction; Friendship -- Juvenile fiction; Young women -- Social life and customs -- Juvenile fiction
“I do care for you, Hal, as one of the best friends I have,” Marjorie
protested, raising her brown eyes sorrowfully to Hal’s clouded face.
“I know,” Hal rejoined a shade less forcefully. “I value your
friendship, Marjorie, more highly than I can say. But friendship’s not
what I want from you, dear girl. I love you, truly and forever. I’ve
loved you since first you came to Sanford to live. I’d have told you so
long ago but you never gave me an opportunity.” Hal paused. He regarded
Marjorie wistfully; questioningly.
“I—I know it, Hal,” she admitted reluctantly, but with her usual
honesty. “I—I haven’t wished you to talk of love to me. There were times
last winter”—she stopped in confusion—“when I thought you cared—a
little. I—I wasn’t sure.”
“Be very sure of it, now.” Hal’s reply was a mixture of tenderness and
dejection.
“I don’t want you to love me, Hal,” Marjorie cried out almost sharply in
her desire to be emphatic. “Last night, after what you said to me on the
beach, I couldn’t help but be sure. I—I told Captain of it. I always
tell her everything. Captain is sorry I don’t love you. She and General
are fond of you. They’d be happy if we were—if we were—to become
engaged.” Marjorie spoke the last words hesitatingly.
“I’m glad you told your mother. You know how fine I think both General
and Captain are.” Hal fought back the hurt look that threatened to
invade his face. He gripped the wheel until his knuckles stood out
whitely against the sun-tanned brown of his hands.
Marjorie caught a glimpse of the unhappiness which sprang straight from
her old comrade’s sore heart and into his eyes.
“There; I’ve hurt you, Hal! Truly I never meant to!” she exclaimed in
quick contrition.
“Never mind me.” Hal made a gesture of self-depreciation. “It isn’t your
fault because you can’t find it in your heart to love me.” He forced a
smile, proudly trying to conceal his own desolation of spirit.
Her eyes remorsefully fixed on him the smile did not deceive Marjorie.
Hal’s tensity of feature informed her of the weight of the blow she had
just dealt him.
“Please, please, Hal, forgive me!” she begged with a sudden excess of
pained humility.
“Forgive you? For what?” Hal bent a fond questioning glance on
Marjorie’s troubled face.
“For—for—not loving you,” she faltered. “It hurts me dreadfully to know
that I must be the one to make you unhappy. Forgive me for seeming to be
so hard and unsympathetic about love. I’ve never thought of it for
myself. It has always seemed vague and far away; like something not a
part of my life. I know the love between Connie and Laurie is wonderful.
I can appreciate their devotion to each other. I have the greatest
impersonal reverence for love and lovers. But for me life means endeavor
and the glory of achievement.”
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