Marjorie Fleming : $b a sketch : being the paper entitled "Pet Marjorie, a story of child-life fifty years ago"Brown, John
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Marjorie Fleming : $b a sketch : being the paper entitled "Pet Marjorie, a story of child-life fifty years ago"
Brown, John
Fleming, Marjorie, 1803-1811
“There is a thing that I do want,--
With you these beauteous walks to haunt;
We would be happy if you would
Try to come over if you could.
Then I would all quite happy be
_Now and for all eternity_.
My mother is so very sweet,
_Ana checks my appetite to eat_;
My father shows us what to do;
But O I’m sure that I want you.
I have no more of poetry;
O Isa do remember me,
And try to love your Marjory.”
In a letter from “Isa” to
“Miss Muff Maidie Marjory Fleming,
favored by Rare Rear-Admiral Fleming,”
she says: “I long much to see you, and talk over all our old stories
together, and to hear you read and repeat. I am pining for my old
friend Cesario, and poor Lear, and wicked Richard. How is the dear
Multiplication table going on? Are you still as much attached to 9
times 9 as you used to be?”
But this dainty, bright thing is about to flee,--to come “quick to
confusion.” The measles she writes of seized her, and she died on the
19th of December, 1811. The day before her death, Sunday, she sat up
in bed, worn and thin, her eye gleaming as with the light of a coming
world, and with a tremulous, old voice repeated the following lines by
Burns,--heavy with the shadow of death, and lit with the phantasy of
the judgment-seat,--the publican’s prayer in paraphrase:--
“Why am I loth to leave this earthly scene?
Have I so found it full of pleasing charms?--
Some drops of joy, with draughts of ill between,
Some gleams of sunshine ’mid renewing storms?
Is it departing pangs my soul alarms?
Or Death’s unlovely, dreary, dark abode?
For guilt, for GUILT, my terrors are in arms;
I tremble to approach an angry God,
And justly smart beneath his sin-avenging rod.
“Fain would I say, Forgive my foul offence,
Fain promise never more to disobey;
But should my Author health again dispense,
Again I might forsake fair virtue’s way,
Again in folly’s path might go astray,
Again exalt the brute and sink the man.
Then how should I for heavenly mercy pray,
Who act so counter heavenly mercy’s plan,
Who sin so oft have mourned, yet to temptation ran?
“O thou great Governor of all below,
If I might dare a lifted eye to thee,
Thy nod can make the tempest cease to blow,
And still the tumult of the raging sea;
With that controlling power assist even me
Those headstrong furious passions to confine,
For all unfit I feel my powers to be
To rule their torrent in the allowed line;
O aid me with thy help, OMNIPOTENCE DIVINE.”
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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