"Well, say to-morrow. I'll call for you in my dog-cart, and we'll take a
spin down the Lane before dinner. What do you say?"
The colonel thanked Jobson for his invitation, but said he should leave
for the front that evening.
"Sorry, colonel, if you must go. Good-by. Take care of yourself."
Mark promised to do so, and returned to his hotel.
"Henceforth let every incident of my past life, every thought and
remembrance connected with her, be dismissed from my mind. Let it be as
blank. I blot out every memory of Edna Heath from this moment. No such
being exists for me." Such were the colonel's resolves, as he prepared
himself to leave. "I can very well understand how men become Trappists.
It would take but little to induce me to join the order, provided they
permitted smoking. How vain, hollow, and illusory are all our hopes and
plans! Vanity of vanities," etc., etc., and he continued in the usual
strain of jilted lovers, indulging in gloomy rhapsodies as he packed his
portmanteau.
An hour later he was on his way to City Point. Contemporaneously, the
object of his animadversions was in her room preparing for the evening's
campaign. The hair-dresser had just left, and she remained leaning
pensively on her toilet-table. Evidently she was dissatisfied with
something, probably with herself. On reviewing the events of the day,
and her conduct and attitude towards Mark, a vexing doubt would obtrude
that she had perhaps treated him rather shabbily, at least ungenerously,
if not unworthily. "After all," she reflected, "it is his fault. He has
no one to blame but himself. Why did he not answer my letters? why this
unaccountable silence on his part? Perhaps he might have explained it,
but then, why is he so intensely haughty, and why does he attempt to
overawe me? Am I a child to be chidden and rendered submissive by
imposing airs? Still he seemed so joyful when he entered the room--his
eyes fairly sparkled. But what could I do? I couldn't fly in his arms or
appear demonstrative in the presence of the Count and the others. Still,
I might have shown some cordiality. I don't see what possessed me. I did
feel like greeting him, but something checked me. O dear! I am so weak
and foolish, I presume nothing will do now but I must write a note
apologizing like a little goose, and telling him how very sorry I am,
and promising never to do so again. No! I won't do that, but I'll smooth
it over with a few non-committal sentences, and he will be just as well
pleased." Sitting down to her writing-desk, she began penning a formal
missive, containing a half dozen white fibs, which, before it was
completed, she impatiently tore into bits, and began another which met
a similar fate, until at length her feelings found relief and
satisfactory expression in the following:
DEAR MARK:
Do not leave in anger with me.
EDNA.
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