Mark, certainly, had made the most of his opportunity. Casting aside all
his usual reserve, he had thrown as much eloquence and magnetism as he
could, in a pair of black eyes that proved to be not ineffective. At
least the ice was broken. But after the first moment of elation had
passed, came the disturbing idea of the obstacles he might have to
encounter in the way of future success. As has been mentioned, he only
desired such as he might win through personal distinction. Doubtless
there was a large share of vanity in this determination; but vanity was
the weak side of the Gildersleeves, half-redeemed, though, in Mark, as
it never manifested itself in any offensive way. In social standing, he
was not considered the equal of Miss Heath; for in our republic,
gradations in society are as sharply defined as elsewhere, with the
difference that with us wealth more frequently draws the line. Mark
understood this, but such was his contempt for mere money-getting, that
the enthusiastic youth, would even have preferred to resign any attempt
to gain Miss Heath's favor, if to accomplish it the acquisition of
wealth were necessary. His estimate of the young lady's character,
however, was too high to admit for a moment of the supposition that she
could in any way be influenced by mercenary motives. No money could buy
what he aspired to possess--to wit, her admiration. Fame alone could win
that; and were this the age of chivalry, how eagerly would he don
casque, mount the barbed steed, and tilt his way to death or
distinction! But in this prosaic age few paths are open to ambitious
youth. He was a draughtsman--an engineer. Howsoever eminent one might
become in that profession, it still remained a commonplace one. He did
not think Edna had any especial admiration for Brunel, or Stephenson, or
even Watt. In his calling genius itself could hardly efface the stains
of labor, and obtain the consideration accorded to mediocrity in the
genteel professions. In medicine, or law, one might with far more
facility attain celebrity; but he had no taste for those vocations. He
had dabbled with paint, and executed some very indifferent daubs, until
in disgust he had thrown away the palette and brush. Then the versatile
youth had coquetted with Euterpe, and practised on every instrument,
from the harmonica to the organ. In vocal music he was more successful;
but poesy, the art of all arts, was the one he longed to cultivate and
excel in. He loved the poets, and believed himself animated with a spark
of their celestial fire. If genius were patience, why might one not
become by constant effort, if not a Shakespeare, say a Keats, or a
Tennyson? Phrenologists taught that every faculty could be modified, and
its power increased by exercise. Knatchbull, a foreman in the Works, who
had been a Chartist in his own country, and possessed a remarkable head,
told him that he had succeeded, under the advice of a phrenologist, in
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