prevented his putting certain important questions to himself, or at any
rate it prevented his waiting for distinct answers. He recurred to the
apostles and Bunyan, and was convinced that it was possible even now to
touch depraved men and women with an idea which should recast their
lives. So it is that the main obstacle to our success is a success which
has preceded us. We instinctively follow the antecedent form, and
consequently we either pass by, or deny altogether, the life of our own
time, because its expression has changed. We never do practically
believe that the Messiah is not incarnated twice in the same flesh. He
came as Jesus, and we look for Him as Jesus now, overlooking the
manifestation of to-day, and dying, perhaps, without recognising it.
M’Kay had found a room near Parker Street, Drury Lane, in which he
proposed to begin, and that night, as we trod the pavement of Portland
Place, he propounded his plans to me, I listening without much
confidence, but loth nevertheless to take the office of Time upon myself,
and to disprove what experience would disprove more effectually. His
object was nothing less than gradually to attract Drury Lane to come and
be saved.
The first Sunday I went with him to the room. As we walked over the
Drury Lane gratings of the cellars a most foul stench came up, and one in
particular I remember to this day. A man half dressed pushed open a
broken window beneath us, just as we passed by, and there issued such a
blast of corruption, made up of gases bred by filth, air breathed and
rebreathed a hundred times, charged with odours of unnameable personal
uncleanness and disease, that I staggered to the gutter with a qualm
which I could scarcely conquer. At the doors of the houses stood grimy
women with their arms folded and their hair disordered. Grimier boys and
girls had tied a rope to broken railings, and were swinging on it. The
common door to a score of lodgings stood ever open, and the children
swarmed up and down the stairs carrying with them patches of mud every
time they came in from the street. The wholesome practice which amongst
the decent poor marks off at least one day in the week as a day on which
there is to be a change; when there is to be some attempt to procure
order and cleanliness; a day to be preceded by soap and water, by
shaving, and by as many clean clothes as can be procured, was unknown
here. There was no break in the uniformity of squalor; nor was it even
possible for any single family to emerge amidst such altogether
suppressive surroundings. All self-respect, all effort to do anything
more than to satisfy somehow the grossest wants, had departed. The shops
were open; most of them exhibiting a most miscellaneous collection of
goods, such as bacon cut in slices, fire-wood, a few loaves of bread, and
sweetmeats in dirty bottles. Fowls, strange to say, black as the
flagstones, walked in and out of these shops, or descended into the dark
areas.
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