he had gone to chapel; but he was sufficiently keen-sighted and clever to
be beyond the petty quarrels of the sects, and a song well sung was of
much greater moment to him than an essay on pædo-baptism. It was all
very well of Chalmers to revile him for his shallowness. He was shallow,
and yet he possessed in some mysterious way a talent which I greatly
coveted, and which in this world is inestimably precious—the talent of
making people give way before him—a capacity of self-impression.
Chalmers could never have commanded anybody. He had no power whatever,
even when he was right, to put his will against the wills of others, but
yielded first this way and then the other. Clem, on the contrary,
without any difficulty or any effort, could conquer all opposition, and
smilingly force everybody to do his bidding.
Clem had a peculiar theory with regard to his own rights and those of the
class to which he considered that he belonged. He always held implicitly
and sometimes explicitly that gifted people live under a kind of
dispensation of grace; the law existing solely for dull souls. What in a
clown is a crime punishable by the laws of the land might in a man of
genius be a necessary development, or at any rate an excusable offence.
He had nothing to say for the servant-girl who had sinned with the
shopman, but if artist or poet were to carry off another man’s wife, it
might not be wrong.
He believed, and acted upon the belief, that the inferior ought to render
perpetual incense to the superior, and that the superior should receive
it as a matter of course. When his father was ill he never waited on him
or sat up a single night with him. If duty was disagreeable to him Clem
paid homage to it afar off, but pleaded exemption. He admitted that
waiting on the sick is obligatory on people who are fitted for it, and is
very charming. Nothing was more beautiful to him than tender, filial
care spending itself for a beloved object. But it was not his vocation.
His nerves were more finely ordered than those of mankind generally, and
the sight of disease and suffering distressed him too much. Everything
was surrendered to him in the houses of his friends. If any
inconvenience was to be endured, he was the first person to be protected
from it, and he accepted the greatest sacrifices, with a graceful
acknowledgment, it is true, but with no repulse. To what better purpose
could the best wine be put than in cherishing his imagination. It was
simple waste to allow it to be poured out upon the earth, and to give it
to a fool was no better. After he succeeded so well in the world, Clem,
to a great extent, deserted me, although I was his oldest friend and the
friend of his childhood. I heard that he visited a good many rich
persons, that he made much of them, and they made much of him. He kept
up a kind of acquaintance with me, not by writing to me, but by the very
cheap mode of sending me a newspaper now and then with a marked paragraph
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