broken loose, had ruined his estate, had defied decorum and openly lived
with strange women at home and in Paris, but this black background did
but set off the otherwise universal adhesion to the Church and to
authorised manners, an adhesion tempered and rendered tolerable by port
wine. It must not, however, be supposed that human nature was different
from the human nature of to-day or a thousand years ago. There were
then, even as there were a thousand years ago, and are to-day, small,
secret doors, connected with mysterious staircases, by which access was
gained to freedom; and men and women, inmates of castles with walls a
yard thick, and impenetrable portcullises, sought those doors and
descended those stairs night and day. But nobody knew, or if we did
know, the silence was profound. The broad-shouldered, yellow-haired Whig
squire, had a wife who was the opposite of him. She came from a distant
part of the country, and had been educated in France. She was small,
with black hair, and yet with blue eyes. She spoke French perfectly, was
devoted to music, read French books, and, although she was a constant
attendant at church, and gave no opportunity whatever for the slightest
suspicion, the matrons of the circle in which she moved were never quite
happy about her. This was due partly to her knowledge of French, and
partly to her having no children. Anything more about her I do not know.
She was beyond us, and although I have seen her often enough I never
spoke to her. Butts, however, managed to become a visitor at the
squire’s house. Fancy _my_ going to the squire’s! But Butts did, was
accepted there, and even dined there with a parson, and two or three
half-pay officers. The squire never called on Butts. That was an
understood thing, nor did Mrs. Butts accompany her husband. That also
was an understood thing. It was strange that Butts could tolerate and
even court such a relationship. Most men would scorn with the scorn of a
personal insult an invitation to a house from which their wives were
expressly excluded. The squire’s lady and Clem became great friends.
She discovered that his mother was a Frenchwoman, and this was a bond
between them. She discovered also that Clem was artistic, that he was
devotedly fond of music, that he could draw a little, paint a little, and
she believed in the divine right of talent wherever it might be found to
assert a claim of equality with those who were better born. The women in
the country-side were shy of her; for the men she could not possibly
care, and no doubt she must at times have got rather weary of her heavy
husband with his one outlook towards the universal in the person of
George James Fox, and the Whig policy of 1802. I am under some
disadvantage in telling this part of my story, because I was far away
from home, and only knew afterwards at second hand what the course of
events had been; but I learned them from one who was intimately
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