‘Oh, it would never have come to that,’ responded Mrs. Grubb easily.
‘There is plenty of money in the world, and it belongs equally to the
whole human race. I don’t recognise anybody’s right to have a dollar
more than I have; but Mr. Grubb could never accept any belief that had
been held less than a thousand years, and before he died he gave some
money to a friend of his, and told him to pay me ten dollars every month
towards Lisa’s board. Untold gold could never pay for what my pride has
suffered in having her, and if she hadn’t been so useful I couldn’t have
done it,—I don’t pretend that I could. She’s an offence to the eye.’
‘Not any longer,’ said Mary proudly.
‘Well, she was up to a few months ago; but she would always do anything
for the twins, and though they are continually getting into mischief she
never lets any harm come to them, not so much as a scratch. If I had
taken a brighter child, she would have been for ever playing on her own
account and thinking of her own pleasure; but if you once get an idea
into Lisa’s head of what you expect her to do, she will go on doing it to
the end of the world, and wild horses couldn’t keep her from it.’
‘It’s a pity more of us hadn’t that virtue of obedience to a higher law.’
‘Well, perhaps it is, and perhaps it isn’t; it’s a sign of a very weak
mind.’
‘Or a very strong one,’ retorted Mary.
‘There are natural leaders and natural followers,’ remarked Mrs. Grubb
smilingly, as she swayed to and fro in Mary’s rocking-chair. Her smile,
like a ballet-dancer’s, had no connection with, nor relation to, the
matter of her speech or her state of feeling; it was what a watchmaker
would call a detached movement. ‘I can’t see,’ said she, ‘that it is my
duty to send Lisa away to be taught, just when I need her most. My
development is a good deal more important than hers.’
‘Why?’
‘Why? Because I have a vocation and a mission; because, if I should
falter or faint by the wayside, hundreds of women who depend on me for
inspiration would fall back into error and suffer permanent loss and
injury.’
‘Do you suppose they really would?’ asked Mary rather maliciously,
anxious if possible to ruffle the surface of Mrs. Grubb’s exasperating
placidity. ‘Or would they, of course after a long period of
grief-stricken apathy, attach themselves to somebody else’s classes?’
‘They might,’ allowed Mrs. Grubb, in a tone of hurt self-respect; ‘though
you must know, little as you’ve seen of the world, that no woman has just
the same revelation as any other, and that there are some who are born to
interpret truth to the multitude. I can say in all humility that it has
been so with me from a child. I’ve always had a burning desire to
explore the secret chambers of Thought, always yearned to understand and
explain the universe.’
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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