Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction
They turned into their hotel, and ordered dinner in an hour's time.
Roger found some English letters waiting for him, and carried them off
to his room. He opened his mother's first. Lady Barnes wrote a large and
straggling hand, which required many sheets and much postage. It might
have been observed that her son looked at the sheets for a minute, with
a certain distaste, before he began upon them. Yet he was deeply
attached to his mother, and it was from her letters week by week that he
took his marching orders. If she only wouldn't ride her ideas quite so
hard; if she would sometimes leave him alone to act for himself!
Here it was again--the old story:
"Don't suppose I put these things before you on _my_ account. No,
indeed; what does it matter what happens to me? It is when I think
that you may have to spend your whole life as a clerk in a bank,
unless you rouse yourself now--(for you know, my dear Roger, though
you have very good wits, you're not as frightfully clever as people
have to be nowadays)--that I begin to despair. But that is
_entirely_ in your own hands. You have what is far more valuable
than cleverness--you have a delightful disposition, and you are one
of the handsomest of men. There! of course, I know you wouldn't let
me say it to you in your presence; but it's true all the same. Any
girl should be proud to marry you. There are plenty of rich girls
in America; and if you play your cards properly you will make her
and yourself happy. The grammar of that is not quite right, but you
understand me. Find a nice girl--of course a _nice_ girl--with a
fortune large enough to put you back in your proper sphere; and it
doesn't matter about me. You will pay my rent, I dare say, and help
me through when I want it; but that's nothing. The point is, that I
cannot submit to your career being spoiled through your poor
father's mad imprudence. You must retrieve yourself--you _must_.
Nobody is anything nowadays in the world without money; you know
that as well as I do. And besides, there is another reason. You
have got to forget the affair of last spring, to put it entirely
behind you, to show that horrid woman who threw you over that you
will make your life a success in spite of her. Rouse yourself, my
dear Roger, and do your best. I hope by now you have forwarded
_all_ my introductions? You have your opportunity, and I must say
you will be a great fool if you don't use it. _Do_ use it my dear
boy, for my sake. I am a very unhappy woman; but you might, if you
would, bring back a little brightness to my life."
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