Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“Oh, well, I suppose, as I know no _better_, I must believe you,” and
with a noisy sniff that intimated quite the reverse, Mrs. Kane glared
once round their squalid sitting-room, to see if anything were broken
or missing, or the valuable property damaged in any way; and, failing
to discover the smallest pretext for complaint, passed out of the
apartment with a heavy and aggressive strut, and banged the door behind
her.
Madeline lost not a second in rushing to the invalid with the great
news, and placing the slip of pink paper in his hand.
“There is something at last! I feel that a change is coming; these
terrible days cannot--cannot go on for ever. I believe my father is
alive, and coming home! What do you think, Laurence?” she asked, and
her voice trembled.
Laurence, still holding the telegram in his thin, transparent hand,
gazed at his wife for some seconds in silence. How changed she was, he
thought, with a pang of self-reproach. She was shabby--very genteelly
shabby. Her black dress was all mended and pieced, her face was
haggard, her eyes sunken, their look eager, anxious, almost desperate.
An intelligent spectator would have declared that she was obviously
half-starved, and so she was. But how furiously she would have
disclaimed such a pronouncement. She would rather have died than have
admitted that truth. As long as Laurence had meat once a day, as long
as baby had milk, she did very well on anything, and anything may mean
almost nothing--it is an elastic word. Meanwhile, Laurence had been
telling himself that he had been a culpable wretch to marry Madeline
West. What would he say to her father when he placed his daughter in
his arms--a daughter in all but rags, with a face pinched with famine,
without a friend, without a penny, and weighted with a dying husband
and a peculiarly ill-tempered baby?
How much better would it have been if he had curbed his foolish
fancy--nipped it in the bud, and left Madeline to her fate. Why had he
not wired to Mrs. Wolferton? What would her father say? Would he cast
her off?
Madeline had hinted that, as well as she could judge her father from
his letters, he was fond of show and style and great people. He wished
her to dance and sing and play well, and to speak French; but he had
never said a word about literature, or the English classics, or what
Laurence called “the higher education of women.” On the other hand, he
hoped that she would always make acquaintance with girls her equals, or
even superiors, and never lower herself by school-friendships that it
would be impossible for him to recognize. Madeline had once innocently
repeated this to her husband verbatim, and it came vividly before
him now. Madeline had done more than form a friendship of which her
aspiring parent would disapprove, a friendship that could be slipped
out of like an old glove. Here she was tied for life to a poor man,
whose only career seemed likely to be that of an invalid--a stone round
her neck as long as he lived.
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