Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
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Married or single?, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Croker, B. M. (Bithia Mary)
English fiction -- Irish authors
“No, Madeline. I see you could not help yourself, poor child, with
starvation staring you in the face, and a sick husband and infant to
support! Your father has views for you, has he? I wonder how this
view”--indicating himself and the cradle--“would strike him. As far as
I am concerned, it won’t be for long, and your father will forgive you;
but the child Maddie--on his account your marriage----”
“Laurence!” she almost screamed, “don’t! Do you think the child would
make up for you? Am I not doing all this for _you_--acting a part,
clothing myself in deceit, for you--only for _you_? Do not tell me that
it is all to go for nothing! If I thought that, I would give it up at
once. My sole object is to gain time, and money, until you are yourself
once more, and able to earn our living at your profession. Then, having
done all to smooth the way, I shall confess my marriage to my father.
If he renounces me, I shall still have you, and you will have me.
But, without this money to go on with, to get the best advice, plenty
of nourishment, and change of air, I don’t know what I should do?” And
she surveyed him with a pair of truly tragic eyes. “It has come to me
like a reprieve to a condemned criminal. Say, Laurence, that I have
done right. Oh, please, say it!” putting out her hands, with a pretty
begging gesture.
“No, dearest Maddie, I cannot say that; but I will say that, under the
circumstances, it was a great, an almost irresistible temptation.”
“Then, at least, say you are not angry with me.”
“I can say no to that from the bottom of my heart. How can I be angry,
when I myself am the cause--when it has all been done for _me_? The
only thing is, that there maybe difficulties later on,” looking into
the future with his practical lawyer’s eye. “There may be difficulties
and a desperate entanglement in store for you, my pretty, reckless
Maddie. You know the lines--
“‘Oh, what a tangled web we weave,
When once we practise to deceive.’”
“At any rate, I shall make the best of _my_ web,” said his wife,
springing up. “I am going to take Mr. Jessop into my confidence.”
“Are you? Well, I suppose it will be best.”
“Yes, of course it will; I am going to write to him now. The very first
doctor in London is to come and see you; and, as soon as you can be
moved, you go into the country--that I insist upon.”
“I go into the country, do I?” with a grim smile. He was saying to
himself, as he looked at her eager anxious face, that the only country
he would ever go into now would be down to the old burying-place of the
Wynne family. At least his relations could not refuse him admission
there, or close that door--the door of the family vault--in his face.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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